I feel like a failure towards u guys... just when I promised to update I ended up leaving, i'm moving countries so shit has been stressing me out alot, then I usually update at night, well not really I make the chapters at night but post them at day, okay, but recently i've been..... crying during the night feeling awful and u guessed it..... depression is coming back, "don't u have a friend to tell?" Yeah I do but I don't like putting my problems on others idk why I'm so sweet here when I'm hating my friend and myself because of trust her to much I'm really sorry for everything, really really sorry...... I will start posting on September I promise..... although I feel like a liar for promising and not doing them..... this book is complete trash, so I feel like I might make another book and post it when it has idk like 17 chapters so they don't have as much fucking bullshit from me, i'm really sorry guys..... really I am. But when I come back I will work harder.
