About to miss everything (Kellic)

Jack gives good advice

It's gonna be the best day of my life and, oh my God, you'll never be as beautiful without me. Beauty needs an animal to breathe. Baby, you'll be all right as long as I'm not. So do that dance in the dark, sharpen your teeth and bite as hard as you want.

Jack and I talked through the night, he looked exhausted, but every time I mentioned him maybe going to bed he said he wouldn't be able to. He said I should try for some sleep and I embarrassedly admitted that I needed to keep talking to him to keep my thoughts at bay.

When it was time to wake up we both tiredly stumbled up to get dressed and ready for school.

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It's been a week or so since Jack helped me figure out how to ask Vic out and it's finally the weekend and Vic has agreed to come over. I needed to make sure everything was perfect because this is Vic we are talking about here. Vic with his beautiful long hair, his smile that could light up a room, who's voice sounded like honey, and who's laugh could make me smile on the worst days. This was for Vic, the boy who has my heart.

Jack and I had decided that making him dinner would be perfect, and something that would have a comfortable environment so I wouldn't be as worried. Jack also said it would be easier for me to go straight to fucking him, but I told him to shut up really quick.

Jack had said that if I really wanted to get his attention I could wear lingerie, and then laughed. But then looking at my face he could tell I was actually considering it he stopped.

"Do you actually, I have some that I was going to give my girlfriend last year before we broke up if you really want it?" He had asked, and maybe I shouldn't have said yes, but I wanted this to be perfect. And the underwear was fucking hot.

I had cooked pasta, something that both of us liked and had set the table all nice. No one was home but me so it was the perfect time in case we wanted to do something. When the doorbell rang I could feel my heart flutter in my chest and I'm sure I had the biggest smile on my face.

Vic was smiling lightly at me when he walked in my house. "Hey beautiful." He said, making me blush as he placed a kiss on my cheek.

"I hope you are hungry, I made pasta." I said timidly, I wanted everything to go well and I was a tad nervous.

I think Vic could sense my nerves because he grabbed my hand and squeezed it reassuringly.

"Don't be nervous, it's just me." He whispered in my ear. I nodded and lead him to the kitchen.

We both grabbed food and sat down at the table. I couldn't help but look at Vic, he was so handsome. He was wearing a white button up and black skinny jeans that fit him perfectly, but this was Vic, he could be wearing a trash bag and I would still find him beautiful.

"Stop staring," Vic teased, and I blushed at being caught staring.

"I'm sorry, you just look so beautiful." I said, turning an even darker shade of scarlet. I looked up to see Vic blushing as well, trying to hide it a bit with his hair.

Both blushing embarrassed messes, we went back to eating, and the silence of the table was comforting. I realized how comfortable I am with Vic, and how he always makes me feel secure.

It's now or never, I tell myself, trying to work up the courage to ask him to be mine.

"Hey Vic?" I say quietly, breaking the silence of the past few minutes.

"Yes, beautiful?"

"I was wondering if," I began, then paused to take a breath. "If you would, I don't know. Be my boyfriend?" I said, a lot more timidly then I would have hoped, but at least I said it.

"Of course Kellin, is this why you were so nervous? Why would I say no, I care so much for you." He said, looking directly into my eyes, speaking with so much sincerity that my heart swooned. Hearing him say this made my anxieties about the night fade into the background, and I knew what I wanted.

I took a breath, collecting my thoughts. I wanted Vic, and this was the perfect time, it's time to grow a spine for once and not think about you're anxieties

"Maybe we could do something to take my mind off of those worries?" I said innocently, hoping he would  catch what I was saying. Having a bit of confidence from my pep talk to myself.

"Oh," he said smirking. "And what would you suggest we do?"

"Oh I don't know," I said, standing up from the table and walking over to Vic. "You can follow me and find out though." I whispered into his ear.

He nodded frantically, and followed me up the stairs into my room. Before I could tease Vic anymore he pushed me against the wall and began kissing my neck. My head rolled back, giving him more room on my neck and I let out small whimpers at the feeling.

Vic continued his attack on my neck and I ground my hips against his, momentarily stoping him as he let out a groan.

Fuck, that's hot.

"Let's take this to the bed?" Vic mumbled in my ear and I nodded as we got on the bed we began kissing.

I reached for his shirt, beginning to undo the buttons. Once it was off I had never been more glad. Vic was hot, and even hotter shirtless.

I knew what was coming because Vic began to pull off my sweater, and I told myself it would be fine. Vic would never judge me, he cares so much. And as it comes off he runs his hands up my sides, feeling like electricity he mumbles "So beautiful Kells." and I feel safe.

"Can I?" Vic says, hands on the buttons of my jeans. I blush, thinking what's under them and nod.

He slowly undoes them and begins to pull them down, spotting the black lacy panties I'm wearing.

"Fuck Kellin." He says, looking me up and down. His eyes are filled with lust and adoration and I feel completely comfortable under his stare.

"You are so hot, you know that right?"

"Thank you," I blushed. "You are so fucking beautiful as well Vic. Can we continue what we started?"

"Anything you want Kells. I love you."

"I love you too."

And I meant every word.

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