Beneath the lies - Min Yoongi

Chapter 18

"Wow. ARMY. I can't believe how many fans came," Jimin said in complete awe as you passed in the limo in front of the many fans that waited in front of the billboard award's venue. You did your best to film their reactions, knowing they could make for a touching video.
Nobody had expected so many fans to come to the event. The boys somehow still couldn't understand how they could be that popular overseas, thus seeing their touching reactions warmed your heart. You could sense that they were nervous though, seeing so many fans was great but it put them in a lot of pressure too. They didn't want to disappoint them. They'd perform their comeback show tonight, a comeback that had been long awaited by ARMY. Nevertheless, the boys managed to keep the atmosphere light-hearted and tried to ease their nervousness by cracking occasional jokes. How's Jin still not running out of Dad jokes?

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Once you arrived everything was just crazy. The boys had to go through thousands of interviews, photo sessions with other celebrities and endless chatting. They had most of the attention, no one would've been able to deny that. Especially females seemed to approach the guys which was, let's be honest, a little irritating for you. You played it off and continued doing your job, yet you couldn't help but grow jealous every time someone would lay their eyes on Yoongi. The worst part of being Yoongi's friend with benefits, girlfriend, lover, whatever you'd qualify your relationship with right now... was that Yoongi had never said that he was only interested in the opposite gender... So basically, you could be jealous of anyone. You wanted to trust Yoongi and be calm, but it was gosh darn hard when all you were surrounded with were stunning beauties that were for the most part crazily talented and famous.

You decided to just emotionally cut yourself off of the guys for that evening, following them around like a robot, only focusing on your job and not the other famous people around you. That surprisingly went quite well. You made it that way through half of the event without any massive jealousy moments. But it would've been too easy if the entire night went down perfectly right?

The boys were finally done with their performance of 'Fake Love' which left the crowd in complete awe and astonishment. To their relief, they could now relax and focus on having fun instead of being tense. After they had done their performance, even more celebrities approached them asking for pictures and collaborations. You continued to film them with full dedication, but your jaw would clench every time that a woman approached them with clearly flirty intentions. But being the nice and hardworking staff that you were, you took the photos and smiled happily every time, even when a woman just decided to casually kiss Yoongi's cheek. Hoseok next to you frowned and squeezed your wrist gently to calm you, yet you couldn't help but internally explode in jealousy. It didn't help either that that particular woman then asked Yoongi for his number for an eventual collaboration. You rolled your eyes and turned away with a sigh, letting yourself fall back down on your chair. When is this finally going to be over? You rubbed your eyes tiredly, before sitting up again to continue doing your job. You knew that Yoongi couldn't risk to approach you in any way since armys all over the concert hall were filming them constantly, but you wished that he would just decline the offers he was constantly getting or at least send you one reassuring smile, a little something that would boost your confidence in your relationship. Unconsciously you distanced yourself from him during that part of the night, cutting yourself off even more, bottling up your emotions. You were angry at yourself for letting jealousy get the best of you, but you just couldn't get over it. Every time you'd finally find your peace another woman would appear out of nowhere and would end up sitting on his lap for a picture. "Hey? You okay?" Namjoon asked you with furrowed brows and you just shook your head with a sigh. "I'm tired." He eyed you with a disbelieving look, "Tired as in sleepy or tired of Yoongi being a victim of flirty women?"