Chapter Five: You Though Of Her?

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CHAPTER RECAP!!

After drinking the rest of the shots, I felt hammered . I drunkenly stumbled to the dance floor and started dancing with random people. A few tried to convince me to have sex with them, but I denied them and moved on. After a few hours of that, and drinking more shots, I picked up my phone and dialed the only persons who's voice I wanted to hear right now. Harry Edward Styles.

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LOUIS POV:

The phone rang a few times before I heard HARRYS voice. "What" I heard him mutter. "HEY HAZ , WHATS UP!" I yelled drunkly into the phone. "What do you want Louis" I heard Harrys tired voice answer. "OH MY GAWD ITS SNOWING RAINBOWS!! HAZ U SHOULD COME WATCH THE FIREWORKS WITH ME" I yelled excitedly into the phone. "Louis, Are you drunk? Harry asked slowly. "NO BUT I FEEL LIKE IM FLOATING ON A GIANT MARSHMALLOW" I squealed. "Where are you" Harry asked sighing, I could tell by his voice he had been crying, but me being drunk as hell, I didn't pay much attention to it. "IM AT THAT PUB YA KNOW?" I stuttered. "BLUE ROCK LEPRECHAUN PUB?" Harry sighed when I said that. "Do you mean BlueStone Irish Pub?" He asked tiredly. "YEAH!!" I cheered. "I'll be there in five" Harry said, before hanging up the phone. YAY HARRYS COMMING TO GET ME !!!! I thought smiling like an idiot. And with that, I decided to start playing with some flowers I saw.

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HARRYS POV:(FINALLY!!)

Why am I even bothering to get him? Because you love him, I thought to myself. Despite all that Louis has done to me, I still love him and I wouldn't leave him stranded like that, especially when he's drunk. I don't want some old pervert getting to him, Or the paparazzi. I grabbed my jacket and my keys and I headed out the door and I drove to the pub. When I got there, I found Louis playing with flowers. A sad smile came to my face when I saw him. I rolled the window down and called his name. He looked over at me and smiled and came over and sat in the passenger seat. "HEYYYYYY HARRY" he slurred drunkly as I pulled away from the curb. "Hey" I answered, not taking my eyes off the road. "I WANT TO PLAY PATTY CAKE!" Louis screamed in my ear. I winced. "Louis I'm trying to drive" I said firmly. "Fine" Louis pouted. I drove back to the flat and got out the car. "CARRY ME HAZ!" Louis asked sweetly. I felt a pang of sadness when he called me Haz. I reluctantly picked him up and brought him inside into the guest room where he has been sleeping for the past month. When I go to leave the room, I feel Louis grab me and pull me back. "What do you need Louis" I began to ask, but before I could finish, his lips cut me off. I tried to pull away but he wouldn't let me. "Louis your drunk and we're not dating anymore, I'm not gonna have sex with you," I said sternly when he tried to take my clothes off. "Please" he begged, and began sucking on that part of my neck that he knows drives me crazy. I couldn't help but moan. " No Louis," I repeated , trying to pull away but he just sucked harder on the spot. I groaned in pleasure. Louis smirked at me, and next thing I knew, I was pinned against the bed, and Louis was taking off my clothes while still attacking my neck. "I'll stop if you tell me to Haz" he said softly, his eyes darkened with lust" I couldn't form words because truth is, I didn't want him to stop. I opened my mouth to reply, but no words came out. He smiled and then leaned down and kissed me quickly, before grabbing the spare bottle of lube and a condom out of the drawer. Yes, we keep spares in the guest room. He slicked his fingers with lube, and I felt his fingers circling my hole, spreading lube on it. He slid one finger in and out of me slowly, and I couldn't help but wince. It's been a while since we had sex. After a few minutes, the pain went away and I started to moan at how good it felt. He was hitting my prostate with ever thrust of his fingers.Louis took that as a sign and added another finger. After I adjusted, he added another finger, and then another. "Ready?" He asked softly. I nodded and winced slightly as I felt him slowly enter me. Once he was all the way in, he began moving slowly. "Faster Lou" I moaned. His hips thrusted forward quickly and I could feel the heat curling in my lower stomach. "F-F-Fuck Lou, I'm Gonna..." And before I could finish my sentence, I came undone under him. I felt his thrusts start to get sloppier and I knew he was close. "F-fuck I'm gonna come..." He screamed . And with a few more thrusts , he came hard and yelled "F-F-FUCKKK ELEANOR BABY" And then passed out. What the fuck? HE THOUGHT I WAS ELEANOR? I felt like crying. I felt tears fill my eyes as I got dressed. How could I be so stupid? I knew he didn't love me. But I never thought he had sex with Eleanor. I felt my sadness being replaced by anger. HOW COULD HE? I ran into the bathroom and I grabbed my special black box. I grabbed a Suitcase and threw it in with a ton of clothes and other things I would need, and I stormed out of the flat. Feeling tears, blurring my vision, I drove the nearest hotel, and bought a room for a week. As soon as I got in the hotel I went straight for the bathroom. There I opened my suitcase and pulled my box out. (GUYS THIS IS PART INCLUDES SELF HARM SO IF IT COULD POSSIBLY TRIGGER YOU, PLEASE SKIP IT❤️) I felt he tears streaming down my cheeks. Louis had sex with me and screamed Eleanor when he came. I knew he never loved me. I opened the box and grabbed one of my razors. I pulled down my skinny jeans and my underwear, revealing my scarred hips. I took the razor and pressed it Ito my skin, sliding it across, causing a red line of blood to form. I smiled. I didn't even feel any pain. I repeated it until I was satisfied, and blood was streaming down my hips. 27 cuts. I cleaned the cuts and wrapped my hips up. I pulled my clothes back up and I walked over to the hotel bed and went to sleep, not bothering to eat anything.

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