You're okay now sweetheart {bts gang au}

Chapter 9 ~ I trusted you

A mix of angst (sorta) and fluff -read and comment at the A/N please :)

Yoongi's POV

Previously

''Yoongi?'' I recognised the voice but from where?

I turned around and looked at the man in front of me.

''Oh my god, hyung?''

My eyes welled up and I flung myself at him as he nearly ran towards me. He wrapped his arms round me and I could feel his tears fall into my hair. We eventually separated but we were still both crying. ''I missed you so fucking much Jackson'' ''I-I thought you w-were d-dead.'' I looked at him in surprise ''What?'' I hiccupped through my tears. ''It's a long story'' he sniffled.

I felt a presence of someone behind me and I turned my head to see Taehyung standing there with a shocked face. ''Could you follow us and we could talk more at our house?'' he asked. Jackson nodded and I watched him walk away, the urge to run after him almost consuming me but I knew he would be right behind us- right?

I allowed myself to be pulled into the car by Tae. I sat on his lap the entire ride. He pressed light kisses all over my face to make me stop crying. I giggled and wiped the last of my unfallen tears out of my eyes. ''Keep smiling baby, we'll be right here next to you, okay?'' I smiled at him and nodded.

The car stopped and we all got out. I kept a hold of Tae the whole time. I saw Jackson and two other people get out of a black sports car. I took several shaky breaths as I calmed myself. Looking at Jackson caused me to feel a hurricane of emotions. I didn't think I would ever see him again.

Everybody went into the house and we sat in the living room. Jackson still had tears rolling down his face, both of the two people who I don't know the names of were hugging him and whispering things to him. The three of them sat on the love seat, with one of them perched on the arm. I sat down between Tae and Joon, gripping their hands like life lines. Jackson eventually broke the silence ''I'm so sorry Yoongi, so fucking sorry, I cant believe I left you with that psycho.''

''Why? Why though? You promised to write every  week and to visit but where were you? You said you'd visit after a year but you weren't there. I waited for you but you were never there'' I choked out still trying not to cry.

Jackson's face crumbled up and he covered his face for a moment , trying to stop sobbing. ''I did write, I swear I did, he got all of the letters and he kept them. I was trying to visit but I couldn't, I couldn't afford the flight. Then I-i'' he broke down completely.

I could feel my lip wobbling as I watched my brother fall apart in front of me. Jin spoke from the corner ''Could one of you two explain?''

The smaller of the two nodded, as the other one also had tears running silently down his face. ''Jackson met us a few months after he came to China, he wrote every week but he never got a response, he thought that you just must have been caught up in studies but he wrote every week even though nobody ever replied. At that time he barely had enough money to buy food because he was saving up most of him money to get a plane back to you.'' he paused for a second and smiled sadly at me. I let the tears  roll down my face but I smiled slightly back to him. ''He kept writing and he had just saved up enough money after a year to buy a flight back but then he got a letter from your dad. We were there when he opened it, his face lit up completely thinking that you had finally written back. The letter however, it wasn't from you. It was from your dad'' his face hardened and he looked ready to kill him. ''The letter said that you had jumped off a bridge and died. Your Dad told Jackson that  he was to blame, that it was all Jackson's fault for not being there to be your big brother and Jackson believed that. He fell into a depression and he tried to overdose, he almost succeeded but luckily Jaebum got there in time.'' he looked at the other man who was now hugging Jackson while they cried onto each other's shoulders.I could see the unnamed man's eyes were filled with unshed tears but he carried on explaining. ''But then he found out you were alive from one of his friends that saw you on the bridge jumping off. We immediately came here and we've been trying to find you since then and now here you are.''