You're okay now sweetheart {bts gang au}

Chapter 20 ~ Pillow forts and blankets (Taekookgi)

(Taehyung x Jungkook x Yoongi) Please vote if you want me to continue this story!! <3 IMPORTANT A/N AT END <3

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(**WARNING**May be potentially triggering, but it is mostly soft. There is a warning before the triggering part <3 CONTAINS mentions of self hatred and thoughts of self harm. He does not actually harm himself.)

Taehyung's POV:
Eclipse plays softly from my phone as i hum along quietly to the tune. I gently toss the pancake in the pan, one of the few things i can make perfectly. Strands of hair fall into my eyes as i focus while swaying to the music. I push my hair back, biting my lip as i concentrate on putting the final one on the plate. "Kim-motherfucking-taehyung why are you attacking me this early in the morning"

I flip the hair out of my eyes out of my eyes again, making a mental note to get it cut soon. Kookie dramatically puts his hand over his heart "The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed."

He leans against the doorway before leaping out into the hallway, cackling as i throw a dishcloth at him. I gracefully snort, carrying the plate to the table "Could you go get Yoongi please"

Yoongi's POV:

(*START OF TRIGGERING PART*)

My eyes stare back at me as i wipe the steamed up mirror. Every minor flaw seems major to me. My lip starts to wobble before tears roll silently down my face. These feelings of hatred were gone for so long. A sob escapes my mouth. I quickly clasp my hand over my lips. I hate feeling like this. I want the hatred to go away but it just won't.

My hand edges towards a razor, anything to feel the sweet relief of pain but my hand is shaking. I automatically feel the urge to harm myself but i fight the urge. I can't do that to the people i love anymore and most importantly i need to stop for myself. I have people who love me, i always have even though i don't always remember it.

Someone knocks on the door and i hurriedly dry my face with my sleeve. "Come in" "Tae's finished with break- wait why are you crying?" "I'm fine"

"Tae get here now CODE BLUE"
I hear loud thuds from the stairs and Tae runs into the bathroom panting. Kookie wraps his arms round me and i rest my head on his chest, feeling another pair of arms encircle me. We stay like that until my tears cease. I pull my head back slightly, eyes cast down. I feel a gentle hand on my cheek, wiping the dried tear tracks.

I take a deep breath "I hate this, i hate looking at myself and only seeing flaws, i hate that i can't stop feeling this way."

Tae places a kiss on my forehead "I want you to know that whenever you feel this way you can talk to us. You are so perfect to us, please remember that these flaws don't make you anything other than perfect, they make you human, one of the most beautiful humans on this planet. These things you call flaws make you more unique, every person has flaws- and besides everyone would look pretty boring without their individual flaws that just make them more beautiful."

I gulp and blink my eyes rapidly. Kookie takes a deep breath "I know what you're going through, i won't pretend like i know exactly what is going through your head but i've been a similiar position before. I swear to you there is a light at the end of the tunnel, my light was Tae, Jimin, joon, hobi and jin. We can be your light, but only if you let us."