*side note!* This is not a chapter, just a blurb

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Hey you:

STOP👏 BEING👏MAD AT👏THE👏CAT👏FOR👏BEING 👏A👏CAT👏

I EXPECT TO GET A DOG.  SO DON'T RUIN THIS FOR ME. SO HELP ME IF I HAVE TO QUIT MY JOB TO STAY HOME AND MONITOR YOUR ATTITUDE-WE GONNA HAVE A PROBLEM.  GOT IT?  CHILL OUT.

This has been a side note.  Join me next time for a new and peculiar chapter.  Thank you for reading!

Part II, and no... This has nothing to do with the part I already wrote.  I just need to put this somewhere.

I have a bit of  a dilemma...
My job is taking over my life.  Ires stealing my sanity,  taking up most of my time,  and not allowing me much sleep.  I feel like my mental health is becoming more fragile.  And I'm wondering if the pay is really worth all this.  I really don't think I'm even qualified for this job... I was pushed into it and I'm like flailing around trying to grasp what the hell it is that is expected of me, and I'm pretty sure I am failing at even that. I'm so tired and I feel like an idiot all the time. How can I properly provide care for 20 purple who need all this extra help, when I can't even (right now)  take care of myself?  What do I do? Do I stay here in this job,  and make enough money to really financially help at the house?  Or, do I take care of me and quit this job, so I can sleep... actually be at the house to help out astound the house,  but not have an income coming in?  Like do you see how stuck I am right now?  I am having a terrible time,  and I don't know how much longer I can wait and stick it out here, waiting for it to somehow pan out and be alright. I don't know. And no one else seems to know or care.  Here's where I should be able to come up with some sort of simile or metaphor or whatever to liken this to,  but I'm tired and I know I'm basically talking to myself, so,  who cares? 

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