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California King- Gyuhao

Chest to chest.

Minghao pressed himself further into my body. His bare chest right against mine, searching for warmth. His breathing is soft, almost melodic.

Nose to nose
Palm to Palm

His tiny nose is close to mine, so close. His breath fans over my chin. My hand rests atop his on the pillow. He's so cute while he's sleeping, so peaceful...too peaceful. As if he doesn't have so much going on in his life right now.

We were always just that close

We're always this close to each other, not just after sex, but emotionally too. I mean, he is my best friend afterall. We tell each other everything.

Wrist to wrist
Toe to toe

Our legs are tangled together. His skin is so soft, like sitting on a cloud. Smooth to the touch, delicate, almost as if he'll tear at the slightest pressure.

Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose

I brush my thumb over his bottom lip. Just as I go to lean in and kiss him, he rolls over. He unconsciously scoots away, my skin raises with goosebumps and I shiver. The loss of contact instantly chills my body.

So how come when I reach out my finger, it feels like more than distance between us

He seems further away than he is. He's still physically next to me, but emotionally I can't touch him. Really it's my fault, I knew better than to catch feelings for him.

In this California King Bed we're ten thousand miles apart

We're so close, always. We've always been so, so close. So, why now, does it feel like we're so so away from one another? How has our relationship changed, more so, how should it change for us to maintain this close proximity. Come back to me Hao.

I've been California wishin on these stars for your heart, for me.

I want him so bad. Deeper than how I have him now. Yes, we're best friends. Yes, we fuck from time to time. But he's not mine. That bothers me more than it  probably should. Why? I've loved him for as long as I can remember. Yes, but why am I so bothered? He flips back over and his eyes flutter open. He stares up at me.

Eye to eye

I look into his eyes, a soft, awkward smile apparent in my features. Why awkward? I'm not sure. We should be used to this by now, this is what we agreed on. Get it together Minghao

Cheek to cheek
Side by side
You were sleeping next to me

His body, radiating warmth right next to mine, is a God given gift. This always happens, we wake up and lie here in silence a while. I can't lie, I love the feeling he gives me when we fuck, I love being around him. I love him, Kim Mingyu.