The Discord of Remus Hisahoshi

So there's this guy

Let's call him Dustin. If you haven't read my #ToAllTheBoys entry he was my first crush and I liked him for three years before telling him. I remember everything about the day. I really really liked him, almost in love. But he friendzoned me and we are still good friends. That's good, yeah?

I think I like him again.

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Wow I'm stupid. I already almost ruined our friendship and now I can ruin it again. See, I had a dream last night that I was gonna get married to him And that's how I realized I still like him. Even after all this time. Not exactly cliché but still cliché.

I only told one irl friend and since they can't really talk to me because they're busy I'm just ranting here because none of you guys actually know me or who I am! Yay!

But Seriosuly.

Wow.

Oof.

I'm the worst.

~Eva

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Don't worry I got over it. He's still hella cute though and he is awesome.