"Hey Clare.." Joshua walked up to me and placed a soft kiss on my lips.
He tried to pull away but I held into place causing us both to smile into the kiss.
I eventually let go to see his face all red,
"Why is it never just a simple kiss with you." He chuckled.
" 'Cause you always walkin' around lookin all good and shit." I joked.
I wasn't Lying, Whether it was a button up and slacks, or a tank top and baller shorts, he always looked good.
"I miss you." He said randomly.
"Hmm?" I said confusedly and creased my eyebrows.
"I miss you." He repeated.
"Baby—I'm right here." I walked up to him slowly.
"But, Your bad for me." He spoke in a monotone voice.
"What.." I said even more confused.
"Your crazy." He spoke in the same voice.
"Jay, look don't say that, come ere' "
I tried to grab him but I went through him.
My heart started beating, I was confused, hurt, but above all else I think I was scared.
"I don't love you." He turned around and looked down at me.
"No one loves you."
"Your crazy, who could love somebody crazy."
"stop.." I shook my head
"You'll never see your daughter.."
"stop." I said a little louder clawing at my head.
"You'll never have a family."
I covered my ears but I could still hear him perfectly fine. It's like he was in my head.
"I'll never love you..." he spoke again.
This time I jumped up and without thinking I punched him.
This time I didn't fall through, I felt my fist collide with his face. He fell backward as blood poured outside of his mouth.
I stared down at him in shock, "I-I'm s-sorry." I tried speak.
He looked up at me with complete fear,
"Don't-" I stepped forward only for him to guard himself like I'd hit him again.I stopped in my tracks seeing him look at me like he was afraid for his life.
"D-Don't be scared of me, I-I'm sorry," I begged.
Once again his monotone voice spoke—breaking me....