We drive back to our apartement complex in depressed mood. I had a feeling this wasn't going to end well. The spirits that I called. I have conjured up something I cannot control. Louis looks sadly out of the window and he's thinking real hard. Niall and Liam eat a chocolate bar. Zayn sits next to them and listening to music. I can't wait to talk to him about this unfortunate incident. His provocation, have outed Louis, even if I've spilled the beans. I am very embarrassed and I feel sorry for Louis.
When we finally get inside the house, Louis disappears silently into our apartment. For a moment I argue with myself if I should talk to Zayn about it right now. But I decide against it. I have to speak to Louis first.
The apartment is brightly lit and he sits silently on the couch, his hands in his lap. I don't even know him that mopey. It breaks my heart.
"Lou," I say calmly, gently touching his shoulder.
He's not responding.
"Lou, I'm so sorry."
Louis turns around and I can see tears in his eyes.
"It's alright, Haz.", He replies.
"Now at least, everyone knows that I'm gay." He looks worried.
I take a step towards him, lift his chin and look into his beautiful eyes. For some reason, I feel urgent need to kiss him. I want to make up for my mistake and comfort him. At the same time I feel an affection. And so I just kiss him. My lips are still on his and don't move at first. Louis looks at me in surprise. Then he takes my head between his hands and deepens the kiss. My arms are wrapped around his hips and stroking up and down. An unexpected warmth flows through me. Forgotten is Zayn at this moment. Slowly we walk towards the sofa. Neither of us says anything. We let our bodies speak. He's unbutton my shirt... and then... and then... My hands are on his butt and grabbing it. In this intimate moment, the door opens and Zayn enters.
"Oh, sorry!" he says.
We startle and arrange our clothes. We stand up and our gazes meet the ground. Zayn is distressed and angry. He stops in his tracks.
"Sorry." He stammers again and leaves.
Louis and I wander helplessly through the apartment and the shame doesn't go away.
"Lou, you know," I say, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to kiss you like that. I don't know exactly, w ...".
He interrupts my stuttering and looks at me with a firm expression.
"It's alright, Haz. I got you all right. You're not in love with me. I know that, but I don't need your pity!"
When I want to say something to him, he takes his jacket, the keys and leaves the apartment.
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It's taking all your strenght (Zarry /AU.) /English Version
FanfictionHarry Styles is faced with an emotional mess. Zayn has left the band and Harry's literally dying of longing for him. You can expect: melancholy, euphoria, romance, sex, pain, misunderstandings, affairs, love triangle. In this story there are actual...
