Harry
Twenty minutes till my gig, and I look terrible. I don't know how to solve the problem. Of course I want to see Zayn. But I won't be blackmailed. I can't just send Louis away like that. I can't do it! Calm down, Styles, focus! I think. After the concert I talk to Zayn, I decide.
Zayn
Harry hasn't contacted me yet. He made it clear ! Louis his priority right now and I think he has feelings for him. I am disappointed. I didn't expect that. Well, that was a bust! I'll pack my bag. Maybe there will be a return flight tonight. There's nothing keeping me.
A phone call. The airline informs me that the earliest flight next day is at noon. Shit. So I have to spend the night in the hotel. I long for my bed.
What do I do now? I look out of the window and count the lights of the lanterns. At some point I pick up my book and write. I turn my innermost to the outside. I need to get things off my chest.
You thought you had me, didn't you?
When you lied to my face, I could see the truth
With every step with the way I knew
How you fooled me, boo
Guess you didn't know that you were my favorite entertainer
I watch you, and laugh and fuck with you
Don't you take me for a fool
In this game, I own the rules
You were my favorite entertainer
I watch you, I laugh and we fake it too
Don't you take me for a fool
I'ma show you a thing or twoNever seen you comin', I'll turn you down
When you need me the most, I will turn you
When you need me the most, I will turn you down
Never seen me comin', I'll turn you down
When you need me the most, I will turn you
When you need me the most, I will turn you downThought that you were smarter
I'm ashamed for you
I knew...
When I'm done, I feel liberated.
The night is starry and the cold air takes my breath away. I'm smoking a joint on the balcony. I order a bottle of whiskey at the hotel bar and take a big sip. It burns in my throat and numbs my senses. My cell phone rings and Harrys phone number comes up. I don't take the call. I let it ring endlessly. I don't feel like talking. I want to be alone. I want to sink into self-pity. I take another sip of Whiskey. My worries disappear.
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It's taking all your strenght (Zarry /AU.) /English Version
FanfictionHarry Styles is faced with an emotional mess. Zayn has left the band and Harry's literally dying of longing for him. You can expect: melancholy, euphoria, romance, sex, pain, misunderstandings, affairs, love triangle. In this story there are actual...
