It's taking all your strenght (Zarry /AU.) /English Version

59. Reunion IV

We check out the next morning. We're happy together, holding hands, Zayn kisses my cheeks, that's all that matters. 

"I don't want to let you go, Haz," he says, pulls me in. 

"You are mine. You belong to me. In my life I don't want to miss you anymore." 

At these words, my heart melts. 

"I feel the same way, Zee. I want to fall asleep with you in the evening, wake up next to you in the morning, cook with you, sing - have my everyday life." I reply in love. 

"You forgot something, Hazza," he whispers to me.

 "Tell me!", I challenge him.

 "You want to have the hottest nights with me, don't you?" He laughs mischievously.

 I smile meaningfully back. 

"Nobody has given me better nights so far, darling." 

We embrace ourselves again and kiss deeply. Our tongues dance. The mood is heating up again. 

"Zayn, we should control ourselves, otherwise we have to book another night at the hotel.", I say. 

He pushes me against the hotel exit, I feel his hard penis pressed against me.

 "Maybe we really should, Princess,  I'm still in the mood....", he answers hoarsely. 

"I totally fell for you."

 In the car on the way home there is silence at first. The night is still in our thoughts. When we park a bit away from my house, I ask him: 

"You know how we feel about each other. Zayn, how are we going to continue?" 

Under no circumstances do I want to lose him again. He looks at me, strokes with his thumb over my bottom lip, and says:

 "You're so beautiful, Haz. Do you know that? I need you and never let you go. Maybe we should start where we left off."

 "Do you mean a hidden love ?" I ask. 

"We have no choice, Haz. But that can be very exciting. You're don't break up with Camille and I'm not with Gigi. They're our beards." He says with a wink. 

"What about sex?" I say. "Are we still having sex with both of them?" 

"Babe, I only enjoy sex with you. Only with you are my orgasms so intense. Only with you do I have any deep feelings. You are my great love, my only love! However, we have to sleep with them, otherwise it's too obvious."

What's he saying? I wasn't expecting that. His behavior is too superficial, too hypocritical for me.

With one last greedy kiss, we say goodbye to each other. 

"I call you every day, Darling, I promise." 

Kiss. 

"Are you on tour soon, Haz?"

 Kiss. 

"It'll take a while, but I'm still I've got tons of work." I reply.

 Kiss. 

My arms are wrapped around Zayn again. The mere thought of Zayn, his silky skin close to mine, warms me.

 "Babe, we can always see each other when there is time, and at some point we'll go public," he says seriously.

 "I need you, Harry, like the air to breathe."

 Kiss.

 "I don't want to break up again." 

Kiss. 

"If you only knew how I have longed for you." 

Kiss.

My hands slip underneath his shirt, gently caressing his chest, following his way to his stomach and sliding into his boxers. Zayn moans immediately. 

"Babe, touch me, let me feel your magic hands." 

Zayn can no longer control his passion. His cock gets harder. He kisses me and put his hands on my cheeks. 

"Zayn ...." 

I lean against him and let my hand work faster. He stretches out his pelvis and gasps louder. 

"Babe, you're so good, you make me feel so good. Faster, a little faster." He asks me. 

My breath gets louder. Zayn's hands are also in my boxers and wrapp around my penis. We melt in ecstasy and in our movements.

 "Take off your clothes!" He moans. 

"Zayn, we're in the car, on a side street. I can't do that now!" 

"Let's go back to the hotel. I want you now. This is just the forplay. Princess, let's go!" He moans.

 "Zee ....". I say breathlessly. "Yes, let's go to the hotel."