I Need You

17

Jungkook and I make it to the house in just a few minutes.

When we get inside, Jungkook says he is going to make something real quick for us to eat. I go back to my room and change into some sweatpants and a sweatshirt and take off all my makeup. I put my hair down and put some fuzzy socks on.

I head back into the living space and I see Jungkook sitting on the couch with some popcorn. My favorite!

I laugh and sit down next to him. He wraps his arm around me and kissed my forehead. He then turns on a movie for us to watch. We eat popcorn, watch the movie, and cuddle.

This is what I like to do. I would much rather do this than go out to eat at some fancy sushi place. This is comforting and relaxing and fun.

I move and place a pillow on his lap and place my head on the pillow. While I am lying there, he is starting to play with my hair. I can feel myself slowly drifting into sleep.

After, probably about an hour, I feel myself being moved. Well, more like Jungkook is moving me and placed my head on the couch cushion.

I hear more than one voice. I now awake, but I pretend to be asleep still.

"Shh she is sleeping," says Jungkook. I can hear the rustling of chairs in the kitchen. They must be sitting down to talk. The kitchen and living room are practically the same room, very open concept.

"So, how are things going with you guys?" asked Jimin.

"Really good," says Jungkook, "Honestly, I.. nevermind."

"You what?" says V. They are all kind of laughing at this point, but quietly so they don't "wake me".

"I think I might love her," says Jungkook.

"Ohhhh our Jungkookie is in love!!" says Jimin laughing.

"Shhhhh," says Jungkook, "I don't want her to hear, and if/when I tell her, I want it to come from me. Do NOT say a word to her about this, understand?"

I hear all the guys go, "Ummhumm," and then laugh.

Little does he know I heard all of that. Jungkook loves me? What? We have been dating for 2 weeks now?

I mean, I feel like it is early to know if you love someone, but honestly, I think I love him, too.

After a few minutes of silence, I feel myself being lifted off the couch. I am then placed into my bed.

I open my eyes a little and I see Jungkook.

"Oh sorry. I didn't mean to wake you. I thought you would be more comfortable in your bed," says Jungkook.

I give him a small smile and he leans down to give me a kiss on the cheek.

"Goodnight Jade."

"Goodnight."

For about an hour, all I can think about is how Jungkook told the rest of the guys that he loves me. That is crazy in my mind. I never thought I would be here. On tour with BTS, dating Jungkook, and now he loves me.

All of the guys are asleep now, so I figure I can get up and do something productive since I can't sleep.

I get out my camera and place it on the tripod. I get a seat situated and sit down in front of the camera.

"Hey guys! Welcome back to my channel! If you are new here please make sure to like this video and subscribe to my channel!"

I haven't filmed or posted a video in 3 weeks. About time I do one.

"In this video, I am going to fill you in on what has been going on in my life, so grab some popcorn and get ready. Let's go!"

I talk in front of the camera for about an hour. When I finish, I get the sim card and place it in the flash drive to put into the computer to import the video.

I spend the next hour editing. I'm almost finished when I get a call from Kim.

"Hello?"

"Jade!! How are you?!? How is tour?!!? How is Jungkook?!?!" screams Kim. I look at the clock. It is 2am.

"First, Kim, you do realize what time it is here don't you?"

"Ummmm 12pm?"

"Oh Kim. No. It is 2:00am. I am fricken 14 hours ahead of you girl."

"Ohh sorry!! Were you sleeping?"

"No, I just filmed a Youtube video. I am editing it right now and I am planning on posting tomorrow."

"Well, do you have time to talk?"

"Sure, OH GUESS WHAT !"

"What!!!"

I inform her on what I overheard from Jungkook and how the concerts have been and everything.

"Oh Jade!!"

"I know!" I reply. "Oh I have to go! I need to sleep a little haha."

"Ok! Bye girlie! Talk to you later," says Kim.

"Bye!"

I hang up and I go to sleep. It is 3:00am.

I guess I'll get a little bit of sleep tonight. Oh well. Worth it.