Edge of Desire | jhs

Author's Note #1

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This is my first author's note in this story of being rewritten because it didn't make any sense and wasn't going anywhere or how I actually planned it due to rushing 😔

So first off, I like to thank everyone who supported me in rewriting Edge of Desire and saying it was already good 💖💖💖💖 because I'm so judgemental towards myself and others which can be a good and a bad thing.

Second, of all, I'm human, I make mistakes, we all do and sometimes we are lazy or don't realize mistakes when we do something like writing in this case. I've already planned out chapter 1 through 25 at least of Edge of Desire and already at the beginning of the book I FEAKING MISSED UP AS IN THE TIME TABLE. No not the timetable as in multiplication.

When I say timetable, I am mentioning the plotline of the story, the hill! I would draw a picture and show you but ehhh I'm not exactly into drawing anymore 😂 Hopefully, I'll start drawing again! Anyways, the beginning wasn't actually supposed to start out with SPRING DAY. People who've been with me while I write this book know that the whole album, WINGS is mentioned or BOY MEETS evil when Jhope did dash-dash to Sooyun.

NOT GONNA SPOIL IT. 

For those who know, please kindly keep silent and enjoy the torture other readers will go through kekekeke I'm sorry if that sounded wrong lol okay so yeah, in the beginning, Bangtan were gonna perform a song in an album that came before WINGS

So now I'm wondering if I should leave the first chapter the way it is or change it since you guys actually like it? I don't know why you guys do lol it was soo hard to write and the other chapters will too since I'm still an amateur writer?

I've already mentioned, yes it's an eight-member AU but this isn't like those requests, one-shots type of 8th member of BTS imagines. This book I am writing is from the bottom of my heart, almost all the books I write are.

Edge of Desire may be cliche due to the eight-member thing, however, this book came solely out of my imagination, and of course, I was inspired by a Kdrama and music, and Bangtan Soyeondan as well. It may not be realistic, but I try to put things that are in here as much as possible.

Like Sooyun being a fangirl, that wasn't on purpose.

SHE IS A FAN GIRL

I also get anxious about my writing, if the book is good enough or not. If I should delete it again and start over, but here I am rewriting this already and I find myself falling in love with the chapters now.

I'm also very sorry for the lack of updates. I'll try to update during the holidays to the best of my ability. But forget about me, how are you? Did you do anything exciting or have a beautiful day like the amazing person you are?

I know these days are getting hectic like a sailboat being thorn when it was sailing nicely then a storm decided to barge in, but stay strong, fight the storm ✨✨✨✨
💖 💛 💚 💙 💜

If you have holidays, how are they going? And if you are still in school like I am even though I'm on holidays right now, don't stress out too much and make sure to take breaks, breath. Eat plenty! Healthy proportions though, but a little snack doesn't hurt  😉💖 Do what you love, be who you are, don't let anyone take advantage of the precious person you are

Because in the end genie will be there to support you even if you don't see him or her because maybe your genie is there but hidden 

I don't know if that made any sense, but yeah XD

GENIE = SAVIOR

  😉 because a book in 2019 deals with this

GOSH I SPOILED IT

OoOps  

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I'll see you in the next update soon. You're doing amazing, never let anyone tell you aren't enough because you are growing little by little even if it's too tiny to been seen as evidence. You can do anything, go further, but always make sure to take care of yourself first 💖