this is what happens when I stay up late lmao. but, I need a place to voice my thoughts because I can't do it with anyone else. some of these things my closest friends don't know, but I feel that if I can publish it, i'll be able to tell them soon. if you want to get to know me better- the good & the bad- then please read! ❤️ the first part is already off the a not-so-sweet start, but i'm in an angsty mood tn and needed to get this out.