sunflower [ poetry/ proses/ quotes]

➸ you don't love him anymore

》you don't love him anymore
but sometimes when you look at
the sky it seems to be the same shade of blue as his eyes.

》you don't love him anymore
but sometimes when you are driving alone in your car, switching the radio stations and hear the song you two used to always sing together,
you get this overwhelming
ache deep in your chest.

》you don't love him anymore
but sometime you catch
a glimpse of him laughing
and a knot forms in your
throat because it used
to be your favorite sound.

》you don't love him anymore
but sometimes you catch yourself thinking about him and all the memories you made together.

》you don't love him anymore
but sometimes when you drink so much that you can not even remember your name, you remember him.
you remember the way he held you, the way he kissed you,the way he made you feel special.

》you don't love him anymore
but sometimes you drive through
stop signs because it hurts too much to stop at one, especially the one where he took your hand, looked
into your eyes and told you he loved you for the first time.

》you don't love him anymore
but sometimes when you are in class, or in bed, or watching a movie, or listening to music, it hits you that
he is gone and you cry
and cry but you swear

you do not love him anymore.