Pain gives me the strength I need
Without pain there is no book to read
I know,no one can agree
But that's just my life, that's just me
I never wanted to be happy
I just wanted to live
Never thought I will face this
And that's true,I can't resist
Tell me God: did I do something wrong
To achieve this fate for so long
Its been 15 years now
And All I can say is how
Walked my whole life over fire
Just to accomplish people's desires
Now I'm writing all this deep shit
And I can quit
I'm stuck in a life I can't even call my own
Fate doesn't anwser the phone
Why is it always me who gets hurt?
My name is always full of dirt
I was never fit
I never found a room to fit
Always walked alone
No one wanted to enter this zone
They always got lost
I'm sorry a lot
It's hard to know that your not okay
What Am I talking about,as if they care
They always mind their own business
They dont care about my mental illness
And these people tell me to live
If thats life,I dont want to be alive
YOU ARE READING
My life
PoetryPoems that I write by myself. This poems come from my everyday life.Im also inspired from NF and his music.Enjoy it and if you want someone to talk I'm here.
