My life

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I tried to forget you
Didn't know what it meant
Now I'm here,cutting my wings
Never knew what your purpose was
That's the risk when you touch a rose
You hurt me deep inside
I knew it was a mistake to let you know a part of my other side
I guess that's part of life
We all make mistakes
Sometimes we need some breaks
But what is when you have been your whole life on a break
I swear that's not fake
You call me sick
But all in all I was your pick
Yeah I know you can't handle it
I can't either but that's where we change,cause I can't sit
I have to live with it
This pains follows me everywhere I go
But you just call it a show
It kills me to know that you don't remember me
The time we spent,yeah we three
You're the reason why i started to take pills
But it's too late,love kills
You can throw away the pictures
But the memories will stay like stickers
Now I look at that wooden box you gave me for my birthday
I wish I never saw this day
I only got one choice,to run away
I can't stand this feeling anymore
I wish I could have know it before
And I regret the day that I meet you
You made me someone new
I wish I could have died
But I didn't,now I'm dead inside
Thanks for all the pain you cause to me
You gave me the key
To open the door of death
And to stop breathing