Online Love with a Thug

Chapter 41

Chapter 41: Trell
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I can't deal with my life right now. I say in my head as I walk out the school. Natasha's mad, I can tell and all this shit happens when things start going well. I can't even get a week. One week. I speed walk to the house which seems so far away. It's always me that had all the shit pinned on him. When I get to the house I knock on the door.

"Who?"

"Me. Trell" Natasha's mom slowly cracks the door.

"What are you doing here so early from school?"

"Got into trouble. Um can I come in?"

She nods and moves away. I walk in and go straight to Natasha's room to get my stuff. I leave all but two of my sneakers and packed all my clothes. I sit on her bed and think. What was I going to do. I try to call Jay.

"Hello Trell?"

"Yeah. Are you safe in the house?"

"Uhh there's been a.."

"Hello?"

"Yes. Everything great" she says

"Tell me what you know Jay."

"I don't know anything"

"Jay!"

"I gotta go watching housewives. Just hurry and come okay. Bye" she says and hangs up. I put my head in my hands

"Gosh why is this so complicated."

"What's going on?" Natasha's mom was at the door. I sigh

"There's some problems going on back home and I need to handle them."

"Listen. I don't know you that well and I can't be here preaching to you when I'm no better but just learn to let go and push past. Your a strong young man and I can tell you've been through a lot." I nod

"Don't let the negativity get you down. All these road block will have to come to an end soon and when they do you will be glad you got through the little things like whatever's going on right now." I put my head in my hands and sigh. I can't do this

"You can get through this" she says seemingly reading my mind. I nod and check the clock.

"Oh and today I'll go get Brian. You go talk to Natasha cause she's probably livid."

"Thank you" I say

"Oh no problem. Your family. Remember that." She walks out and I follow her to close the door. I lay back on the bed and close my eyes.

When I open them it was about time for Natasha to be getting home. I get up and walk out the door to see her sitting on the steps.

"Natasha." she looks up at me and gets up to walk away.

"Natasha please." She turns and gives me a look.

"I'm sorry" I say. She nods and hugs me

"I'm sorry too. I'm not good at saying goodbyes." I lift her chin so she's looking at me.

"This is not a goodbye. I'm going to have to come back sometime. I can't be away from you long." She shakes her head

"Let me come with you"

"You can't."

"Why not?"

"I don't want you to get hurt" tears start to drop down her cheek and it hurts me so much.

"Natasha please don't cry. When I get everything together I'll be back for good. That I promise."

"Why can't you just tell me?" She moves away from me and walks into the house. I follow and sit next to her on the couch.