• ballet boy // y.m • [ON HOLD]

~ 4 ~

I unlock my front door.

I slam it, locking it behind me, i throw my things to the side, and run to my room.

I throw myself onto my bed.

And i begin to cry.

I don't know why i was so furious earlier, and i don't know my why I'm so sad now.

I love dancing so much. I love ballet so much i didn't go to college, and i don't plan to. I love--

Oh god, i forgot how much i miss my friends.

I should really text them now, they should already be home by now. I open TXT and i form a group with them.

"guys, I'm so sorry i left without saying goodbye. they expelled me. I won't see you guys anymore. I'm sorry, i love you guys."

Kyunni_mkne : "Yoongi? are you okay?"

Hyungw0nn_6 : "yeah, i saw you running away from the academy, i thought you were coming back.."

"well, I'm not, I'm sorry guys. we can still meet up on Sundays and stuff, right?"

Kyunni_mkne : "of course, hyung!"

Hyungw0nn_6 : "obviously! today's Saturday, both of you, tomorrow, mall, 1pm, don't be late! okay?"

"I'm down, wbu Kyunnie?"

Kyunni_mkne : "yeah sure lmao, see y'all there"

"also, I'm thinking about joining that ibighit academy thing, i googled them and they pay you well if you dance good. not sure if I'll make it, I'm probably not good enough lol"

Hyungw0nn_6 : "WOAH-- wait you mean the place where Chimi dances now?"

Kyunni_mkne : "OMFG YES YOONGI APPLY"

"omfg guys calm down, i said i was THINKING about it, but yeah"

Hyungw0nn_6 : "omg ok I'll calm down but if you meet Chimi plz gimme his autograph on a piece of paper so i can sleep with it and kiss it at night"

Kyunni_mkne : "ok yeah i also want his autograph but just to frame it on the wall, I'm not as gross as hyungwon--"

Hyungw0nn_6 : "pabo stfu you still sleep with the teddy bear your old crush gave you"

Kyunni_mkne : "DUDE STFU I TOLD YOU NOT TO TELL ANYONE ksmdkfmfkfmfk"

"lmao guys bye imma shower & go to bed oof"

Kyunni_mkne : "ok gn hyung uwu"

Hyungw0nn_6 : "gn yoongi hyung, sleep well"

I turn off my phone and head to the shower.

~~~

I come out of the bathroom fully dressed in my pyjamas, and i decide to google this Chimi dude.

I sit down on my desk and turn on my computer.

GOOGLE

[ Chimi| ] 🔍

I click on one of the pictures that shows up,

"Holy shit" i accidentally say out loud.

Fuck, he is hot.