IF YOU HAVN'T READ THE EDITED CHAPTER SIX OR THE AUTHORS NOTE DO SO NOW!
also i just noticed i wrote chap6 twice so i'm editing and adding some of the diolauge into this chapt to hit a few main points...
A/n all rights go to the Goo Goo Dolls (if it's not by the goo goo dolls pleas tel me cuz that's what my iPod says but my iPods all messed up) once again for the Iris lyrics and the inspiraion from I Wanna Wake Up Where You Are
MBR. MIR. Chapter 7
I can hear a voice. Frank? Yeah that's Frank. I listened closely to what he said.
"I'd give up forever to touch you Gee. 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow." I opened my eyes at this point. Frank had his head next to me in his arms. "You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't want to go home right now." he continued. "I don't want to miss you tonight too."
I stared at the hair on the back of his head. I love his hair. it's awesome. All flat in the front then sticking up in the back. I wish I could see his eyes. Deep pools of hazel you could get lost in. He was handsome to. You know in a non-homosexual way. I'm not gay-
You kissed him... A voice in my head said.
Shut up! Not talking to random voices!! And in my defense he kissed me!
"I'm so stupid!" he suddently exclaimed, scaring me out of my mental conversation. He sat back and rubbed his eyes.
"You're not stupid Frank," I said, my voice coming out husky, as if I hadn't talked in a few days.
"Gerard!!" He yelled and started so sobbing, though I understood him. "I'm so sorry Gee! I shouldn't have done that! You wouldn't be here now and now you won't want to hang out with me and it's all my fault!" tears starte falling out of his eyes.
"Frank," I started but coughed, "it's not your fault. It's not like you pushed me. I fell into the street." I told him.
"Running away from me!" he practically yelled and started sobbing harder. "i should just go shouldn't I?" he started to stand.
"No Frank. You don't have to go. It was an accident," i told him in a quiet voice, attempting to calm him down.
"But it was all my fault! I'm the one who brought you there and im the one you were running from! It's all my fault!"
"Frank. It's not your fault. It was an accident. I don't blame you."
He stopped sobbing violently and sniffled. "really?"
"Really Frank." I smiled. It really wasn't his fault. I mean he just kissed me. The reason I ran was because I was enjoying it. Then again it was my first kiss (other than well he fell on me) so why wouldn't I enjoy it?
He grinned and hugged me. "I'm so sorry Gee," he whispered, "I didn't think you'd get hurt." I then noticed a tube in my wrist and flinched. That needs to be fixed if people value their life.
"It's okay Frank. I forgive you," I chuckled. I don't know why he feels so bad, he didn't even do anything.
"Thank you Gerard. I'm sorry, I'll never do it again." For some reason when he say he wouldn't do it I felt a pang in my chest.
He looked down at the ground saddly and I mentally groaned. Can we get passed this? I'm not mad.
"Frank, why are you so upset, I'm not even mad," I told him.
He glanced up at me, "oh it's not that I'm upset about."
Well now I feel like a self centered *ss... "What's wrong Frank?" I asked before coughing.
"My mom kicked me out. Told me to go live with my father. Thinks us gays should live together."
"that's terrible Frank. I'm so sorry."
"it's not your fault. I should've expected it when I told her."
Right then a doctor came in and grabbed my chart. "Glad to see you're awake Mr. Way. I hope you're feeling okay?"
"My ribs hurt."
"That's to be expected. You won't be able to go to school for a few days."
"Wahoo!" I said jokingly.
"And we'll give you some pain medication." He came over and gave me to pills and Frank went back across the room. "you have a wonderful boyfriend," he commented. "never left the room." I nearly choked on my water when he said boyfriend.
When he was gone I looked at Frank expectantly.
"What?" he asked innocently.
"Boyfriend?" I raised an eyebrow.
He blushed, "sorry they don't let you in the ambulance unless your
family or a significant other." I raised the other eyebrow.
"And brother wouldn't have worked?"
"We looked nothin alike and I can easily pass for gay considering I am." I laughed and he brought the chair next to me.
"So how ling have I been out?"
"Only overnight. They said you would've woken up last night but they gave you a pain medication that makes you tired."
"oh. When can I go home?"
"Later today."
"Good," I smiled. "oh my gosh! What about Mikey and Mom! They're probably worried sick I didn't come home last night!"
"It's okay Gee. I called them and they said they were gonna come but I told them you'd be up today and to stay because it started snowing."
"It did?!?"
He nodded laughing. "Lemme see!" exclaimed jumping out if bed and almost ripping out the IV. "Okay Frank if anyone wants to live to see morning the IV will be gone in the next ten minutes."
He laughed while hurrying to get someone to take it out.
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a/n so adding the other diolauge made it longer >.< yay. i don't know whats gonna happen next chapter tho so if you have ideas the more you give the sooner i'll update!!! i am a terrible writer so if i get ideas and interact it actually makes it good stories!
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