can i be him? (editing)(completed)

ja'na.6

Brightness.

The brightness of the blinds were slowly killing me it made me stir in my sleep.

Searching for my phone I look at the time and sees it's

6:30 am

I turned in the bed just to see Christian sleeping shirtless and the memories came flooding back

Grabbing my phone I text marie

J- pick me up from the hotel asap it's an emergency

M- omw I'm bring my glock! Who the fuck I gotta shoot

J-  just hurry

....

Grabbing my dress and my bag and panties I left some cash for room service and I snucked out the room just in time to see Marie speed in the parking lot

Before she can hop out the car I waved her back in and we drove off.

"Just gon leave that white boy in there to wake up and see you Gon?"

"Marie I think it was a mistake"

"I know y'all won't fucking!"

"No but w-

" Ja'na your just scared not everybody is like him you cant let what happened years ago effect your happiness today!"

"I just want to put what happened last night behind me and move on"

"You can't! You wanna know why?"

"W-why?"

"Because he goes to your school you're gonna have to face him soon...and he's gonna ask 'why did you sneak out' And your gonna tell him you wont nothing to do with him and break his little heart!'

"Marie how do you know his heart is going to be broken? What if it was just a one night stand to him!"

"Because a guy that just want a one night stand wont give you pleasure all night and not try to get some for himself"

I laid my head back knowing she's right, I'm going to have to face him soon but soon have yet to come.

"Athena called last night and I told her you was in the shower like you said"

"Bruh she being doing to much do you know she broke Kevin Xbox though the shit right out the window and went outside and though it in the trash"

"I'm fucking weak what your dad say?"

"He said she acting like he cant just buy another. One and went to sleep"

"Athena be trippin" I was still laughing at what my bestfriend told me

"I swear to god she do!"

I closed my eyes And waiting for my stop to come but no matter how hard I tried to not think about the events that happened last night they always come flooding back

"So how was it on a scale one through ten?"

"What you mean ?" I tried to asked like I didnt know what she was talking about but she gave me that look

"Ten! His lips did unspoken things to me!"

"Damn, did you cum?"

I looked at my bestfriend she was never this bold and interested in nasty shit

"Several times! But let's talk about how you spent the night at polo g house. Better not nothing have happened "

"And if it did?!"

I looked at her and she had that crazy look in her eyes

"Marie polo g is a whole hoe out here you might not know him but i do as your bestfriend I want you to stay away from him.... but it's not my choice so if you talk to him that's you and I'll support you but if he cheats one time imma cut his motherfuckin dick off"

We started laughing as she pulled up a block from my house I gave her a hug and told her to be safe and call me when she get home

Walking around the corner I go to my window pull out my step stool and jump on the tree branch and swing into my house with ease

In time to because my mother was banging on the door

I only had time to take off all my clothes and put on a rob

"Yes?" I asked with little interest

"What the fuck took you so long I was banging for 5 minutes!"

"I was in a deep sleep! What do you want?"

"Can you fix me some breakfast?"

"Sure mom"

She was about to walk out when she handing me some money

"What's this for?"

"I need you to go to the store and get some food how are we going to eat there's no damn food in this house!"

I shock my head telling her ok

"You need to fix that damn attitude for I fix it for you with your black ass! Have you talked to your bum ass daddy lately that nigga sorry as ion know what!"

"I'm going to the store now ite "

"Damn you need to get a job and get that car fixed so yo ass don't be walking everywhere now I gotta sit here starving"

"You didn't f-"

"ION WANNA HEAR IT GET THE FUCK OUT MY FACE AND GET THE FOOD"

I walked out to the store down the street she's Ill when she doesn't have anything and the emotional abuse starts but the physical abuse starts when she don't have nothing at all and by anything I mean drugs and by drugs I mean crack

My head hurts my body aces and my eyes is sensitive to the light my pussy is aces from the actions of last night

Getting the bacon and eggs and juices I pay for it and walk home

But I couldn't shake the feeling of being watched

I turn when I hear a jeep speeding away I couldn't shake the feel off that I saw those dark brown eyes staring at me when it pasted by

It couldn't be him

It just couldn't

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A/n the photo up top is funny asf to be

Who do you think Marie and ja'na was talking about as they was driving from the hotel? What happened that had ja'na really running away?

who do you think was watching ja'na?

And what the fuck is she hiding ?

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