Thanksgiving break
Months have past since my last encounter with Christian shame to say he turn out to be the person I knew he was all alone.
He had a different girl on his lap every week and he smelt of sex all the time.
He got in more fights,and skip schools so many times I think he's about to fail the eleventh grade.
But no matter how many females he's with his eyes always seem to linger to me and hold so much emotion.
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"So where are you going for the break Marie?"
" My dad taking us to new Jersey to my mother house were staying down there."
"Oh cool"
"What about you?"
"I'm staying home you know chillin waiting for next semester to start because I'm in the new writing class. "
"I know we signed up together"
"Oh.."
"Ja'na are you sure your ok?"
"Yea I'm fine I just want you to leave to see your mother and to be safe."
"You can come with me..I'll ask a-"
"No! it's your family time you haven't seen your mother in months I'm just going to be a distraction."
"Not to me!"
"Marie get going your going to miss your flight, and Athena really going to be at the ass if you do"
"I wish she would hit me, my brother gon slap the fuck outta her."
"Lord Kevin crazy ass need to sit down somewhere"
"Better not tell him that to his face"
"I know I won't....Bye Marie"
"Bye ja'na"
"Go get you some new Jersey dick sis!"
She laughed and got in her car and drove away I watch till she couldn't be seen.
Bye bestfriend
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P- ja'na?
should I answer him or not, it could be an emergency or he could just be asking for marie new number stating they not talking anymore
J- yes Troy?
P- it's polo g
J- that's not what it stays on your birth certificate...
P-lord WHERE your bestfriend at? I miss her I know I fucked up but damn I didn't know I was feeling shorty!
J- she left 🙄
P- what do you mean she lefted?💔
J- packed her bags with her family and left California they went to new Jersey
P- when is she coming back? Don't tell me she left for good? Look tell her to come back I know I'm a hoe an a ass and so much more but I can change just tell her to come back
J-sure polo
P-ite
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Putting on my new dress I look at myself in the mirror, this dress fits me.
Putting on my heels I head to my car and down to maxo's it's a deal tonight
50¢ shots
That's something I'm not missing
Pulling up I lock my door and head to the line.
"Ms.williams?"
"Yes?"
"Head right on in your to beautiful to be standing in a line my nephew would kill me if I let you stand out here"
Walking in the line i handing that man a kiss on the cheek.
"Thank you."
The music was popping and the crowd was wild.
After getting a drink I made my way to the dance floor where I danced with everyone.
When I turned around I saw him watching me from up top. I wonder how long he's been watching me.
He walked away from the glass and I went back to doing my own thing.
City girls twerk came on and I had to take my heels off for this one.
Girls were twerking in long ass lines. Grinding on the males like they were an animal in heat .
Arms wrapped around me and I knew who it was he started kissing my neck and I shouldn't have allowed it but that half a drink got me thinking crazy.
"Dance with me and show me what that ass do!"
We danced for hours there were moments when he got touchy touchy like when he was squeezing my boobs and touching my butt with his dick
He was totally wasted.
Turning around those grey eyes seem to pull me back but when I looked behind Christian I saw him
He was walking near us but he didn't see me yet It was like he was searching for me i had no time to run so instead of running I put my lips right on Christian's
Our lips moved in sync
The kiss got headed when he picked me up and wrapped my legs around his
I let him carry us to god knows where all I know is I was placed on a chair and the kissing didn't stop until we needed air but we was right back at it again
"Friends?" I whispered in his ear.
"Yea...with benefits"
"Little steps."
But deep down I know the real reason why I shut down Christian months ago and it wasn't because he was a changed person.
I was scared
The last relationship I was in he tried to kill me and my bestfriend
Bestfriend
That reminds me to tell marie
I can't keep doing it myself
There demanding more money
Its to the point they threatened to tell the police what we did
She has a future
I have to make sure she's gonna be ok
I will
That's a promise
YOU ARE READING
can i be him? (editing)(completed)
Teen FictionThe memoirs of lastnight were on replay She laid sleepless on my bed with the sheets wrapped around her legs Flashback.... "I thought you said Marie was over here crying Christan" "I lied I just wanted to talk" She wore a lacy dress she was coming...
