I watched as he slept beside me
I quietly got up and put my clothes on
I wrote a note
Never had I ever felt this way before about anyone. I never faught so hard for someone like I did with you...you where the beginning of the end and I will always remember you..my white tattooed man I love you Christan so much I can't leave without a form of goodbye
I fucking love you Christan James and I will always remember the good and bad ....what we went thur it was so worth it
Tonight I gave you my all
You have my world Fuck that you are but it's time for me to go
I got myself in some trouble and I can't stay
Move on.... Find someone better
But always have me in your heart
Forever and always
Ja'na
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I drove for hours heading to my destination when I was about to hit the out of California mark I got a text
Ethan: beach now!
Ja'na: right now?
Ethan: right now!
Good thing I was 5 mintutes from the beach
As I pulled in a saw Ethan bloody and fucked up
"WHAt happened to you!"
"Ja'na it's time"
"I can help what the hell"
"Ja'na I'm gonna miss you but I got to go before they kill me"
"Ethan I can't lose you"
"your not I'm gonna always be there for you! Just remember the times we had but I got to go!"
"I'm going to miss you"
"one more race Ja'na"
"one more to the end of a lifeline"
"but the beginning of something new"
We lined side by side before we both drove off ...we speed down the road before we came to our turning
Different turns
Different lifes
That we weren't going to be apart of anymore
I slowed down and roll down my window
"don't forget about me"
"I could never"
"I'm gonna miss you Ethan"
"I love you Ja'na forever and always"
"I love you too"
"go! Now Ja'na"
I looked at him one last time before I drive off
Off to my new life
I looked in my review mirror to see him watching me leave
He blow the horn and I couldn't hunk back.
Because it meant goodbye
Goodbye forever
And that wasn't true
We were gonna see each other again
One day
I'll see them again too
One fucking day!
~~~
Ethan
Sometimes life goes one Way when you want it to go The other, and we're aren't prepared for it! We're never prepared for it
After I watch the love of my life speed down the road and turned to a left my heart begins to burst
I turned right heading to my safe house.
My new life
As long as Ja'na is safe i dont fucking care
I'll die for her
She was my world
My whole world
But now it was time to say goodbye
Goodbye for now
YOU ARE READING
can i be him? (editing)(completed)
Teen FictionThe memoirs of lastnight were on replay She laid sleepless on my bed with the sheets wrapped around her legs Flashback.... "I thought you said Marie was over here crying Christan" "I lied I just wanted to talk" She wore a lacy dress she was coming...
