Our love apart

Memory glitches

THIS CHAPTER WILL REVEAL THINGS I HAVENT WROTE ABOUT!!!

*a month later*

Rachel's pov

I've finally been discharged from the hospital we are currently in the car on our way home but I've been having headaches recently, I don't know if that's a side effect and it's happening again but this time is different I'm remembering something

*flashback*

I come home from a long day at school I've already picked up Brayden I'm taking him up for a nap, once that is done I walk into mine and Finns bedroom to see a note that says "I'm sorry rachel I love you" tears prick my eyes and I reach for my phone to dial Finns number when I reach an odd message "I'm sorry the number you have dialed is out of service at this time" that's when I break down and cry but then as I'm crying I get up to look if he left anything I look in his drawers, his side of the closet... everything is gone what did I do? Maybe Kurt knows? So I then dial his number and he answers "hello?" Kurt said "he left me kurt and I have no idea why" I told him sobbing "I'm on my way" he said hanging up

*flashback over*

I feel a tear down my cheek I then see finn look at me while he drives he puts his hand on my thigh to give me some comfort but I push it off

"What's wrong" He asks me

I'm giving him the silent treatment because of the thing I just remember "babe you can't ignore me forever" he then says

"Mama since dad is driving can you help me with social studies?" He asks me

I look back at him "yea sure" i said to him.. damn that school gave him so much work to do  

"So you can help our son but not talk to your own husband" he said and that made me angry

"We are getting a divorce finn because of what you wrote me" saying the first thing that was in my head

"Rachel that was 8 years ago" he told me then he realized something "YOU REMEMBER" he yelled excitedly

"Yeah but I guess it was a bad memory sorry for bringing it up" I told him, I then got another headache or a memory I can't tell anymore

*flashback*

I was sitting in a bar in California with Santana and kurt dancing behind me when this guy walked up to me "stood up?" He says "no just with some friends" pointing towards san and Kurt I took another sip from my vodka tonic "well why is a beautiful girl like you sitting here all alone" He then asks me sitting down "I'm not beautiful, I've just had a hard three years" I told him "well you certainly the most beautiful girl I've ever seen,  did someone hurt you beautiful?" He asks me "my baby daddy left me three years ago today" I told him and I have no idea why I'm telling this stranger I don't even know him "you have a kid?" He says to me "oh sorry my name is rick" he says holding his hand out "Rachel and this is my son Brayden" I said showing him a photo "he is cute, now do you wanna dance?" He then asks me "sure" i said we both got up and started dancing but the rest of the night was a blur but I do remember moaning his name in the bar bathroom... oops?

*flashback over*

I look at finn "who is rick?" I ask him

I can see his jaw clenching as I said his name "why do you want to know about him" he said with slight anger

"I got a memory from the night I met him and it felt good" I told him

Then I get all these images from him cheating on me to seeing finn for the first time then some old memories like Braydens birthday and I guess dates with rick? Then awesome sex with Finn from 3 months ago which I guess that's what made the baby that's currently in my stomach

"Holy shit" I said to him

"What?" He questions looking over at me but still looking at the road seeing we just made it to Lima

"I remember" i said excitedly