My Love

HeartBreak Girl

Last night I slept in Lauren's room while Tris slept in mine and Brad's. He was still made at me and ignored me after the concert and the ride back to our hotel. I had to try to talk to him but he wouldn't listen to a word I would say.

"Hey Lottie, you sleep well?" Lauren asked as she bushed her hair
"Not really" I say "I miss him too much.. But at the same time I was thinking about what Elise said to me" I added
"Well what did Elise say?" Lauren asks
"She said if you love something set it free and if it comes back to you it was yours to keep" I reply
"Well that's true Char... don't let Brad get in the way of what you truly desire" Lauren says
"Yeah I know" I say looking down at the floor
"Oh come on cheer up!" She says sitting down next to me
"Are you gonna come with us" she asks
"umm.. no I'm good here" I say as I jump inside the bed
"Aw come, the guys are taking us to a movie" she begs
"No I'm good here" I reply
"Okay, call me if you need anything, bye" she says as she walks out.
I check Instagram and Twitter then I called my parents because I haven't heard from them in a while, and to be honest I missed them a lot.

'Hello Winnie speaking' my mum says into the phone

'Hi mum!' I scream

'Charlotte! I haven't hear from you in ages, how have you been, how's Brad...we all really miss you!!' She replies

'I've been good, Brad's fine... I'm actually on tour with the guys right now'

'Wow that's right, your in America with Austin'

'Yeah, mum'

'Whats wrong pipi?' my mum asks

'umm the reason why I called you is that the other day in LA... I went to a recording studio and I.. I got offered a recording deal!' I say into the phone, but it goes silent for a bit until my mum screams

'THATS AMAZING HONEY!!, but don't allow anyone to stand in your way.. it's been your dream since you were younger'

'Yeah, I know, I know mum thanks for the talk... I will talk to you soon'

'Okay pipi... love you and stay safe'

'Love you' I hang up the phone then went to have a shower.

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Brad's POV:

She got offered a recording deal, I would be happy and excited for her but she didn't tell me, and I found out in the worst way possible.

I still remember my bloodshot eyes, and my fists clenching as I heard her telling Austin instead of me.
We didn't sleep in the same room tonight and I missed having that feeling of waking up beside her.

"Brad what should we do today, since it's our day off" Tris asks
"Um I don't know, how about a movie" I suggest
"That's good idea I will text the others" he says
I walk into the bathroom to fix my hair then get changed into black skinny jeans, hoddie and denim jacket, then Me and Tris went down to the lobby to wait for the others.

I noticed Lauren jump on Tris's back, then I saw James hug Elise from behind and last I saw Luca and Con hand in hand, but there was no sight of Charlotte, what have I done I turned my back on my own girlfriend because she didn't tell me that she got handed her dream on a plate.. but the question still remained did she say yes.. I had to know if she followed her dreams or didn't because of me.

"Hey Brad are you ready to go" James asked snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Um, Yeah... let's go" I say, then we leave the hotel.

Before the movie started I called Charlotte but it went to voicemail, so I texted her and texted her, I really need to talk to her.

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Charlotte's POV:

After I finished having a shower I checked my phone and I had received heaps of texts and some calls from Brad, Luca, Tris and Lauren.

Lauren:
'Are you sure you don't want to come?? Brad looks sad without you'

Luca:
'Lauren told me what happened it's fine, I support you!'

Tris:
'Lauren told me you got offered a recording deal!! that's amazing!'

Brad:
'I need to talk to you, please answer my calls!'

At this point I didn't want to talk to Brad because I knew that I would I've in and change my decision.

I dry my hair then I grab my phone to call Drake.

'Hello?' He says

'Hey Drake it's me.. Charlotte'

'Oh yeah.. hey Charlotte'

'Hi umm I've made a decision'

'Well?'

'Yes I would love a recording deal!' I say, at this point I was over joyed

'That's great, I'm in New York right now for a month so if you want to go to London pack your stuff then come here that would be good' he says
I freeze up, when he says pack up, do I have to move... to New York..
'Oh and could you start to brainstorm some song ideas, that would be great' he adds

'Yep okay' I say, still in shock

'I have to go now, see ya soon Charlotte.. good luck!'

'Bye?' I say into the phone before he hangs up, what am I going to do, I have two days till I fly back to London and then what do I do... just pack up and leave. I can't do that to my best friends.. and especially Brad.. Because.. because
I still love him, and I will no matter what.