BTS Eighth Member

Don't Let Me Go

Sorry if this makes no sense. I am very tired and out of it, so yeah.
Anyway on to the story.
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7am, Sunday Morning, America

It's been about 3 days that I have been in America. I decided that I had to go back to Korea. So I say my goodbyes and get on a plane back to Korea.
I go on social media and start to see a lot of post from the boys, all captioned "we are missing one of our members, or possibly ex-member" I freak out at the fact that they said ex-member. I text them asking them what they mean by ex-member, but none of them answer me. They all leave me on read.

10pm, Sunday Night, Korea

I land in Busan, Korea around 10 at night. I planned on getting a bullet train to Seoul in the morning, but now I am getting on a bullet train to Seoul now. I can't  lose this job, I can't lose the boys.
Once I am on the bullet train I text the boys, "please answer me, I am on a bullet train to Seoul right now. I will be there in 20 minuets."
They left me on read again. I am freaking out now, what if they already kick me out of the group.
Once the the train stops I start running, I don't even care that the house is almost 4 miles away from the station, I just keep running.
I get to the dorm and I quickly unlock the door and run in the house, completely out of breath. I run to the living room to see the boys sitting there. I stand there trying to catch my breath, coughing here and there.
Everybody expect for Jin is giving me a serious face like they don't care. It isn't until they can tell i am crying while trying to catch my breath that the become worried. Jin runs over to me, he crouches down in front of me.

Jin-"Y/n, breathe, you are going to cause yourself to hyperventilate." He says as he wipes the tears from my face. "Now I need you to tell me why you are having a hard time breathing."

Y/n-"I *sniffle* ran from the train station *gulps* to here, because I didn't want to be kick out because my stupid decision. I also didn't *breathes in* *sniffle* want to lose you guys." I say trying to hold back the tears but break down after I finish, "I'm so sorry that I am such a disappointment, it's just yesterday was the one year mark from my friend death day and my other friend and I-"

Yoongi-"wait your friend's death day?! BBG why didn't you say that before."

I go to say something but I just break down more. That's when jk got up and picked me and carry me to the couch. He sits down and sits me on his lap. He starts singing in my ear to calm down.
I slowly calm down and Hobi comes and hands me some water.

Hobi-"drink it, please" he says concerned.

Y/n-"ok" I say as I drink the water

I cuddle into Jungkook chest and we all stay quite.

Y/n-"if you want to kick me out of the band, go ahead just don't leave me. I love you guys to much to lose you guys."

Joon-" we aren't kicking you out of the band and we are making sure the mangers don't get mad at you. But, if you do it again, we can't help you."

Y/n-"I know I know. Thank you guys so much."
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Hey guys, I just kind of wrote words at the end because I wanted to post this earlier but then kind of forgot about it until now. Well any who have a great day.