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||Rant #4||

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ni MsGrotesque

ni MsGrotesque

yes. I admit. I get jealous of you sometimes

yes. I admit. I get jealous of you being a magnet. You, being the centre of attraction.

yes. i admit. i see you not as friend but my rival sometimes.

yes. i admit. when you are there, i feel so unimportant.

I FEEL SO WORTHLESS, POWERLESS, COUNTER-PRODUCTIVE AND USELESS IN A SENSE!

Yes. I admit. I feel the inferiority complex that bridges between us when you talk with me sometimes.

yes. i admit. I grew a covetous and its was asphyxiating.

haven't you catch a sight of the stars? scrutinize it before you could actually determine. My eyes that hides mysterious things and feelings about these world.

I cant help comparing

There's no uniqueness in my palm.

That's why i hate me.

I hate myself.

I hide behind pseudonyms

I am trapped inside a mask.

Cornered in a black hole and sea of strangers.

AND THE WORST IS, THERE ARE MILLIONS OF THEM

TOXIC PEOPLE.

and that is what making the road a mosaic

me being me.

me living as me

and me existing as me.

hell.

Future brain: But on the other side, they say. I am enough. And I think being "just enough" is okay but always. Just always, remember your worth.