I don't like man, If not you

Part 48 : Are you feeling lonely?

"Spread the news out, i want him to be shamed till he give up living"

After finish saying, Mr Ruangroj cut off the phone line. One day, two days, one week, two weeks, Krist do not know how to go thru these days. Everyday, he happily goes to school till school ends. His smiles becomes a tool, his heart is empty that no matter how much tears he shed yet unable to fill the emptiness. There is nowhere to get news from Singto.

In the beginning, he would have gone all out to search for him, but after his hope got shattered one after another, Krist become afraid. He could only crawl back into his safe zone. Maybe tomorrow he will appear. No no no, maybe is the day after tomorrow, is okay. Even if he don't appear that day, he will someday. Now all that is left for him is wait...

" P'Sing, i am not in a rush... I have my whole lifetime to wait for you."

Today, as usual, he went to school, once he reach school, Krist already notice that many student are gossipping about him while some even pointed at him. He do not know what are they talking about. When he try to move closer, they will quickly shut up and move away. The way they look at Krist was as if he have terminal disease. Krist bite tight his lower lips, trying hard not to care much of what these people is giving him. Those student in his class, keep turning back to look at him during lesson. This made Krist very uncomfortable. He looks down and try to look at himself trying to find for some problem with himself, what is weird about himself today? Why is everyone looking at him?

After the class, Krist went to the washroom. Student there too try to avoid him. Very fast, the washroom is empty and only left Krist alone in there. Krist bend down and turn on the tap. He use the cold water to wash his face. The water wet his hair and eyes. Krist look up and look himself in the mirror.

" Do you know that guy name Krist Perawat?"

There was conversation outside the washroom. Krist hide inside the cubicle. Two boys walked into the washroom. They continue their conversation.

" I heard that he likes boys, now it seems that the whole school knows"

The news was a shock to Krist. He lean against the wall and realised know why everyone acted this way this morning. Everyone knows....

" I already knew it. Somehow he don't look like one. He usually acted as if he is so morale, look what he do when no one watching!"

" I see that you are quite interested. Are you eyeing him?"

" I am into those that like to pretend to be morale. Thats more fun"

" You are indeed hooligans"

Krist hold tight his fist. Those boys outside notices something is not right, they signaled each other and one of them kick the door and find Krist behind it. The boy laugh wickedly.

"oh, is you. Hiding in the cubicle wants to peep boys pee?"

The boy move closer to Krist. The other boy made some wicked laughter beside.

"Get lost"

" Yo! Bad temper! Is it because you don't have a man to sayisfy you? Do you want me to satisfy you?"

" Wtf, careful with your mouth"

The boy name Barry laughed. "Careful? What a joke! You are just as low as me, what is there to pretend? I will treat you well. When you are in bed, you will know how good it feels. How?"

" I am not same as you. Move away"

" What if i don't move? If you don't like bed, we can do it here"