I don't like man, If not you

Part 83: Let's never argue again

Is it over? Is it really the end of these long-lasting feelings?

From then on, the two of them did not speak to each other. Singto didn't go to school, leaving the seat next to Krist's empty, leaving Krist's heart empty. Push went to see Krist everyday, but Krist was in a daze all day long, which made it difficult to even talk to him. However, Push wasn't in a rush. He patiently and gently waited beside Krist. Time would allow his love to replace Krist's pain.

To hurt these two people like this, does your conscience not feel dirty?If you said it's over between us, is it really over? But what if I can't do it?

Krist stayed at home and didn't dare to tell anyone about what happened. Every time he thought of Singto's name, he wanted to cry.

" Krist, you're so fucking shameless."

" Krist, if you take another step, it's over between us."

Singto's harmful words became Krist's reoccurring nightmares. How many nights has he dreamt of Singto? The sweet and loving emotions in his dream slowly faded and when he awoke, he found that tears had streamed down his face. Even when he had been quarreling with his parents, he never felt this tired.

At that time, at least you were there with me, but now you're gone.

That day, when Krist went out to help his mom buy things at the store, he bumped into Singto. When he stood there, not knowing what to do, Singto simply walked past him without giving him a single glance, as if he didn't recognize Krist at all. Krist's heart hurt so much that he had difficulty breathing.

I'd rather you punish me than ignore me.

Apple's phone call came a little late. By letting them suffer a bit, they would be able to realize how important their relationship was. She heard that Singto locked himself in his room and played the piano all day long, he was like that whenever he was in a bad mood. She heard that Krist's eyes were swollen and puffy every morning. She heard that a lot of people thought that they wouldn't be able to get past this fight, that there was a third party involved. However, from the start of their relationship until that moment, she knew that there was nothing that could ever separate those two. Reconciling was only a matter of time and she was there to speed up the process.

" Kitty."

" Apple, you don't know, I..."

When Krist was just about to spill all of his sadness to Apple, she interrupted him: "Don't you think you've gone a little too far this time? Oaujun already told me all about it."

" Me? Go too far? It was he who yelled at me first, it was he who brought up wanting to break up. Apple, are you standing on his side too?"

" Serves you right. You only remember the words he said when he scolded you or broke up with you. How come you don't think about why he scolded you? Did he bring up the break up or did you just assume it to be true?"

" It's it all because of P'Push? He's just a friend. Am I not allowed to even make a friend?"

" Idiot. Before we even talk about what kind of a lowly man Khun Push is, when did Singto ever stop you from making friends? What about Chimon? What about Newwie, Mandy, and me? The only people he's stopping are people who will hurt you. You kept saying that Singto didn't believe that you and Khun Push were in an innocent relationship, but what about you? When did you ever choose to believe in him? Krist, let me say it like this, not matter what Singto says or does, I will always believe in him. That's because I love him. I love him like a family member, I love him like a friend. But you, your love for him isn't even greater than mine. If that's the case, then I never should have given him to you. I didn't give him to you for you to hurt him like this. When there's conflict between your kindness and your love, how are you going to choose?"