I don't like man, If not you

Part 81: This damn crazy pain

Singto didn't eat dinner and instead, he slept in bed all day long. Krist sat at his bedside, confused at Singto's behaviour. Usually, Singto would say whatever he wanted, but this time he only gave Krist silence.

It was true that Singto could say just about anything, but when it came to his own jealousy, he just couldn't open his mouth. In his mind, he kept seeing the images of the of them chatting happily and of Krist constantly praising Push.

Inside the room, all that was left was the sound of their breathing. Who knew that silence was such a painful thing? The problem was, Krist simply didn't know what he did wrong to receive Singto's cold and indifferent attitude. He felt it was very strange.

The next day, Singto still didn't talk to Krist. When the two of them walked downstairs together, they found that Push was waiting for Krist outside with a harmless expression on his face. Krist was surprised to see Push there. He ran over to him, which made Singto frown angrily.

" How come you're here?"

" You dropped your cellphone on the ground yesterday. When I wanted to give it back to you, you already went home. I didn't want to go upstairs and bother you."

Push was full of goodwill. No one would normally be able to see any hint of his schemes. However, Singto was your average person. Just looking at this smiling tiger made Singto's blood boil.

Krist was very apologetic: "I'm so sorry to bother you this early in the morning."

" I have nothing to do anyway. If you feel like you owe me, then you can treat me to a cup of coffee."

Singto walked over, grabbed Krist's wrist, and stared coldly at Push: "Hey old man, we still have to go to school."

Being called an old man almost made Push lose his mind, but he held it in and put a generous expression on his face. Krist rushed forward to stop Singto.

" Don't mind him, he's like this to everyone."

Krist just kept testing Singto's limit over and over again.

" Are you coming or not?"

" What are P getting angry for? I'm so confused. Who provoked P? Why are P sharing your anger with someone P don't even know? He's my friend, okay?"

Krist was already the subject of Singto's anger for an entire day, which made him feel miserable. Getting yelled at so early in the morning made Krist talk back at Singto. Push was nice enough to come give back his cellphone, yet he had to be the subject of Singto's anger.

Singto was stunned for a moment and stared at Krist, which made Krist shudder. Why was he so angry?

Singto clenched his fists: "You're protecting another man in front of me?"

In his voice, there was an unspeakable amount of disappointment. When he finished speaking, he unclenched his fists and turned around. From Singto's back, Krist couldn't see Singto's loss and helplessness. Singto got on his car and sped away.

" W-what are P talking about, P'Sing?!! Come back here and explain yourself clearly!" Krist yelled.

What did Krist do to him this early in the morning to make him angry? Who was Krist protecting? It was obvious that he was just always angry, so why did he have to say it like Krist did something wrong? If this was before, Singto would have beaten up Push a long time ago. But if he really did that, he would probably become a real bastard in Krist's eyes. The more you care, the more you are tied down.

Singto slammed his fist against the window and cursed: "Idiot!"

He didn't know if he was scolding himself or Krist. Krist couldn't see a lot of things, and therefore often missed them. If you cannot grab onto happiness, what can you use to resist pain? He couldn't see Singto's loss and uneasiness. He also couldn't see desires in Push's eyes. It was as if he was an ignorant child.