I don't like man, If not you

Part 94: So this is the fear of losing feel like

Ever since Krist left, Singto sat on the sofa waiting for him to come back. He looked at the window and looked at his watch. Krist would come back since one hour ago but now he didn't come back yet. Singto was worried until he can not sit still. He tried to call Krist again and again but Krist didn't pick up his phone. Grandpa, Singto's parents, and sister kept watching Singto's action. He must be worried about the young boy too much that he himself can't hide his expression anymore. It already was shown on his face.

At that moment when Singto wants to go to find Krist, his cell phone rang. After picking up the phone, his expression became darker by the second. He stood up from the sofa, picked up Ginkgew's car keys, left home, and went straight to the hospital.

" Krist, please don't leave me alone. I beg you."

So this what fear of losing feel like. This time, Singto felt it to his very core. He regretted it, regretted not going home with Krist, regretted not spending more time with Krist, regretted that there were still promises that he hadn't fulfilled yet. He regretted a lot of things so he absolutely could not accept even the thought of losing Krist. Absolutely not! This kind of feeling was very uncomfortable and oppressed Singto's ability to stay calm and think rationally.

Singto was in a haggard state when he arrived at the hospital. When he was told that it was just a slight concussion and that everything else was fine, Singto let out a sigh of relief and slowly walked to Krist's room. Krist lay on his bed with his eyes closed and his head wrapped in gauze. Krist was awoken by the sound of the door, his head still hurt.

He opened his eyes to see Singto: "P'Sing, why does your expression look so bad?"

" It's nothing."

Krist used his arm to prop himself up on the bed: "Is it because your family thinks I was really rude for suddenly leaving? And now they don't want us to be together?"

Singto hugged Krist tightly in his arms: "Oh you, why do you always make people so worried?"

" Didn't I tell P to explain to them?"

The two of them were actually talking about the same thing?

" What are you talking about?"

" What is P talking about?"

" You are never allowed to drive again. Remember that: never."

" Why?"

" Because I won't let you. I won't. Don't do like this again in the future."

" P'Sing!!" Krist put his both hand on Singto's face. He can understand Singto's feeling as he also felt these ways.

" The moment when I nearly lost my consciousness I thought about only P. I was afraid that I cannot see~~."

Singto immediately closed Krist's mouth with his mouth before Krist said something that Singto didn't want to hear. He kissed Krist so long to be sure that Krist was really here with him.

" Don't leave me alone... Promise me, Krist. If I don't have you in my life, I will die for sure."

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After Singto brought Krist home, Krist kept thinking about the bag that was inside the car. However, the car was at the repair shop and Singto didn't allow Krist to go outside, so all he could do was worry. Although Grandpa and other people were very concerned about him, this incident made Madame Ruangroj dislike Krist even more.

" Be more careful the next time you drive, Little Kit. It's a good thing nothing serious happened. If anything happened to you, how would I face your parents?"