Xyon and Xenia

Chapter 22, part 1

Chapter 22, part 1

Xyon Pov

I was waiting in the library not knowing if she was going to come or not because basically I gave her an easy choice to leave for fifteen minutes were more than enough to leave the pack house and away from me but the real question is will she stay or leave.

Exactly after fifteen minutes the door opened and in she walked. I was still standing with my back to her. I could feel her anxiety and how she was fiddling with her hands.

“I came as you ordered” she said in a soft broken voice. I turned around to face her and was greeted with green eyes filled to the brim with unshed tears. My heart twitched at the sight before me, all fight and defiance had left her. Shoulders slumped and eyes reflected defeat.

I cleared my throat “I think you owe me an explanation and I promise to have an open mind, I am not saying that I believe you or that I can easily be fooled! But then again even criminals have a right to a fair trial” why do I do that always comparing her to a bad person when I knew she was far from it and she already proved how much she cared for my pack members just like a true Luna! But no, I shouldn’t allow her actions to cloud my judgment. For all I know all this could be a deliberate plan on her part.

“What do you want to know?” she asked while trying real hard to blink her tears away.

“Everything” I looked at her she shrunk back but then stood straighter “let’s start from the very beginning shall we?” I told her while pointing towards the chairs. She nodded and went and took a seat while I took the chair opposite to her.

I saw her take a deep breath to calm herself “in all honesty I don’t think I can begin from the very beginning because first I don’t know all the facts and details, and second I myself was a child just ten years old” she said truthfully, and I could see the hurt reflected in her eyes for me to even question her truth and integrity was quiet painful.

“Okay’ tell me what you know and also why in the world if you are truly my mate, why haven’t you rejected me already since if what you are saying is true I have done a real bad job at being a mate and an excellent job in hurting you over and over again?” I dared her.

“And of course let’s not forget that at the young age of ten you were still only a human! Meaning it’s impossible for you to be my mate because a normal wolf gets his/her wolf at sixteen and only Alphas get them at thirteen so you can see my reluctance in accepting what you said, there is a six year gap between you and your wolf, so please enlighten me?” I challenged her knowing no way in hell she could win this argument. She was quiet for a moment collecting her thoughts and strength.

“It was almost ten years ago when I woke up at night crying so hard I literally thought I was going to die. I had just had a nightmare where my soul was being ripped apart. My parents came running into my room because apparently my screams had woken the whole pack house. My mom tried to soothe me and my dad was the beta of Blue Creak pack so he knew stuff more than we did but even he was very confused because it seemed that I was going through early stages of my transformation” she whispered the last part softly.

I kept quiet waiting for her to continue yet still not understanding what transformation she was talking about?

“That night was the hardest and most painful night of my life. My dad thought I was going to die, you must know that our Alpha was a very strict man he would never allow a weak wolf moreover an abnormal wolf to stay in his pack, so my father contacted all his beta friends secretly trying to heal and stop my transformation because for me to transform that young would have caused my inevitable death” she stated in a tired broken voice.

“After a few hours one of his friends had called him telling him he had a cure for me, but he’ll need some of my blood for the cure to work. You can imagine my father at that point was willing to do anything because already my eyes had changed from my light green to my wolf’s forest green eyes. He agreed. Then I don’t remember much other than someone taking some blood from me while I was already in so much intolerable pain that I just wanted it all over already” she said agonizingly remembering that painful night.

I was still in too much of shock to comprehend what she was aiming at.

She carried on with the deliverance of her story “my father thought that now everything will be okay since he was promised a cure very soon. But he had no idea what was to come after just a few hours. My pain had subdued a little and we all thought that I was going to get better but as soon as it was after midnight the pain that shot throughout my body was debilitating and I was begging my mom and dad to just kill me because I couldn’t take it anymore. My dad called his friend who had taken my blood and relayed everything that was happening to me, but still nothing and no one could help me.

After an hour of near death experience with my bones breaking and cracking over and over again I had just passed out for the next thing I remember was waking up in my wolf form” she said while watching my reaction to all that she was telling me.

Shock was not even an enough word to describe what I felt because as far as I know it has never ever happened to a wolf to transform this early, sometimes if a wolf transforms a few weeks prior to their sixteenth birthday they die, no questions asked because only after the sixteenth birthday is the human body strong enough to handle the transformation. If what she is saying is true I’ll never forgive myself for putting her through all that.

“My wolf was born premature, she was weak and hurt. We were bleeding and feeling pain not knowing why? My dad knew if anyone saw me I would be dead, so soon he contacted a friend of his in Half moon pack and asked them to take me in hiding. I was soon transferred to their pack where I was treated by their pack doctor who couldn’t save me and just placed me in a room to wait for my foreseeable death” she told me while silent tears were falling from her eyes.

Is it true? Have I done all this to my mate! Is it even possible? Could I have been this stupid to jeopardize my own mate’s life!

“Soon after being placed in a solitary room I passed out and when I woke up still weak and in my barely a baby of a wolf body I saw Him! I saw the one who saved me he was beside me and tending to all my wounds” she said with too much pain and pride.

“Who was he?” I asked annoyed that someone else was there beside her when all I was doing at that moment was making sure she died.

She laughed a sarcastic laugh “You asked me at the beginning of our conversation, why didn’t I reject you since you had already hurt me over and over again, why not just get it over with, since you had proven to be a bad mate? Right?

Well my dear Xyon, the person who saved me was your own damn wolf!”.

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