Chapter 42, part 2
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‘Took you long enough to come after me’ she pushed our thought in a very upset voice into Xander’s head making Xander catch his breath and whisper aloud…
“Cynthia!”
Octavius Pov
Everyone was confused as hell and they were all trying to mindlink me asking what the heck was going on. I just mindlinked them back asking them to leave the cave as quietly as possible without disturbing the Alpha pair, for we all know we have done nothing other than hinder their transformation, something that none of us can ever forgive ourselves for.
“Do you think it was wise of us to leave them both all alone especially since this is their first time seeing each other in their Amarok forms?” Ross asked me a bit worried as we were now camping outside their cave but with a safe distance between us and them to allow them some privacy.
I took in a deep breath, “Man I really don’t know what’s wise and what’s not anymore, but what I do know is that they are mates and this is their first time seeing each other so obviously they want to be left alone and moreover I don’t think Xyon would appreciate us hovering over them while our Luna shifts back to her human form, Naked?” I said pointedly to which he nodded and turned around facing the cave.
“So what now what do we do?” He asked as some of our warriors came towards us with confused and apprehensive looks on their faces.
“Now all we do is wait and pray to God that all goes well and they figure this out themselves for I really am not in the mood to be chasing after two berserk Amaroks whom I have no idea as to what kind of powers do they have other than their sheer body mass and strength!”
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Xander Pov
“Cynthia?” I said again to my beautiful Amaroké mate who unfortunately was fuming with anger at this precise moment.
“Oh no, you so don’t get to call me by my name” she said angrily making me whimper hurtfully. She came and stood right in front of me almost touching each other yet with million volts of anger and hurt being radiated from her.
“I waited and waited and waited yet you never came for me why? Tell me why Xander?” She pushed me with her left paw making me unintentionally mad and now angry cerulean sapphires were clashing with my blazing amethystians.
Taking a few calming breaths to calm my rage for I was scared of harming her and she was still oblivious to the fact that I can easily hurt her if she continued to push my buttons even though I’d rather die than hurt her but the Alpha in me would not allow any disrespect from anyone.
Soon after reining my anger I looked at her.
“You are right; I have no right to call you by your name for I have failed you terribly (she looked at me puzzlingly) all the time you were locked and forced to stay dormant I was roaming free and wreaking havoc in the world enjoying myself and doing all kinds of selfish things right?”
I asked her and she had the grace to squirm a bit but not too much just a bit. I continued “and let’s not forget one main fact (that caught her undivided attention as I held her in my arms and forced her to look me in the eye) that all the time you were dormant meant that you were sleeping peacefully, but all the time I was dormant I was being subjected to the worst kind of torture that was slowly bit by bit poisoning my soul away… as I was fed Laburnum on regular basis…” I whispered my last words as her beautiful eyes fluttered shut but not before I saw the pain and shame that she felt for attacking me.
I kept still not doing anything just holding her in my arms and allowing her to process the piece of information that I just threw her way.
After some time I felt her relax and lean more on me which was just pure heaven for me, but I knew this just meant that she was tired especially after going through her first shift and all the emotional baggage that came with it. Soon I felt her slump against my arms as all her energy was drained from her body. Slowly without disturbing her I carried her in my arms taking her to the very end of the cave. After adjusting her to sit on my lap I heard her say.
“So are you now waiting for an apology from me?” She asked me in a very tired and exhausted voice while raising her eyes to lock with mine, that really made me laugh because only my mate would wonder if she should apologize even when deep down she was sure that she needed to apologize and so much more…
“No, you don’t need to because what you said is true I did fail you—(she cut my words) “I am sorry, I really didn’t mean it, it’s just that with everything going on I didn’t know what to do and on whom to lash out and take out my anger and frustration and since you are my mate, you are the only one that I can’t mortally wound or hurt so I guess I just lashed out on you to ease some of my frustrations” she explained guiltily while not meeting my eyes…
Did she really think that she had the slightest chance to mortally wound me or even hurt me, true she was a strong Amaroké but that’s what she is an Amaroké meaning a female! Meaning so much weaker than me a true blooded Amarok the real beast, but whatever floats her boat. I mean all I need right now is to have her in my arms if that meant allowing her to feel that she is this almighty strong creature then so be it, who was I to tell her that in a fight against Octavius chances are that she would probably lose of course he would never hurt her nor would I allow such a thing but only a female mind would think that way forgetting that she is a creature to be loved and taken care of. But of course I was not going to share this with my beautiful tired mate…
On the contrary I am going to use her guilt to my advantage I thought mischievously…
“I’ll forgive you on one condition” I said and with these words her sapphire ceruleans flashed against my amethystians.
“Anything” she whispered…
“Mate with me, mate with me right now Cynthia”
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Hello my dolls how are you? Hope all is well with you. Those of you who study whish you are excelling and those of you who are working wish you all the best in your jobs. As for me my jobs are literally killing me but I guess that’s just life and we have to just go with the flow…
Soooo I do have one question what do you think will happen, is there going to be a steamy scene? Or, something else??? For those of you who wanted a drawn picture of the Amaroks well I am sorry to say that I am really bad with such things but if anyone wants to give it a try please do and I’ll be very happy to upload it in the coming chapters…
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