Your Unstable Dose of G/t (fluff?)

~Confession~

There's that one moment where the time just seemed right. The sakura petals swanning around with the correct amount, the feeling of calm and gratefulness in your heart. That one moment where all your feelings just can't take it anymore but... it was not easy to get that atmosphere. 

I stayed up all night, talking and reassuring myself that everything will go as planned but hey, what had ever went to plan in my life. My eyes were wide open as the time slowly ticked by, having had no sleep within the last 9 hours. I had taken the liberty of staying up all night thinking about the perfect words to go along with my 'one moment'; my heart beat skyrockets at the sight or even the mere thought of him. And  it just pains me to see the days, weeks and months go by without a single word of my true feelings for him.

I'd made no progress during that train of thought, unsurprisingly; my head was too jumbled and messed up to begin with. But it was high time I did this right! After all, today was valentines day. I might never get a chance like this next year or the year after that... well, not really but anyways! I got up from bed, suddenly dizzy because of staying still for so long while in bed. I held on to the walls for support as I walked slowly towards the washroom to prepare for the day of my life.

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Turns out? Staying up all night really takes the toll from a heavy sleeper like me. By the time I had gone out of my house, I had already tried to nod off for about a million times. My head spun with drowsiness and a sleep-deprived brain, barely managing to keep my consciousness awake and running. I slumped down the exterior walls of the house, as his eyes slowly aligned themselves to mine.

I stood up abruptly and stood straight on as my heart started to hammer against my ribs, making quite a compensation for coffee. "H-ey there! Good morning!" My mentally scolded myself for stuttering and being over-enthusiastic. "Mornin', Klarx." He smiled as he lowered his hands onto the desk where my 'house' stood, making me get more adrenaline than humanely possible. I got on without a hitch and instantly remembered why I liked physical contact with him so, so much. I was still hesitant to cuddle up in his hands, but he knew me all too well. He brought me closer towards himself as he took up his bag and stuff while I enjoyed the mushiness and warmth his hand provided, blushing both physically and mentally at the same time.

"You look like you've gone through hell and back, why is your face so pale?" his tone suddenly changed into one of worry; he was always the one to look after me. "I-I uh... didn't sleep too well!" Oh Klarxy Klarxy, you've done it again! Stop being so excited all the time!! "W-what about you H-Hex?" His eyes wavered for a second, showing his consoling and assuring side. "I... slept well I guess."

"You better grab on to something, this'll be a little bit bumpy." I smiled internally as I already knew what he was doing. "I'm not a child, Hex. This... isn't the first time you've... carried me to class." He chuckled heartily as he proceeded to turn the doorknob to the corridors of our dorm. "You know, you should really go exercise or do some stretching at least, I've honestly never seen you sweat in my life." I barely heard his words over the sound of his beating heart that was currently trying its best to lull me to sleep. "You... never know.... I might have done a couple... push-ups during the night....zzz" In that one instance, I was out cold. But I was consciously clinging onto the soft fabric of his uniform, remembering the first time I met him at the opening assembly.

I was nevertheless woken up just a second later, by a gentle and caressing nudge of a finger. "Klarx, you really have to get your sleep schedule on. You've been sleeping for about the journey to school!" He whisper-shouted at me as I groggily got up and stretched my legs and arms. "I'm... working on it." He just sighed as he placed his books out on the gargantuan table, slowly lowering each book as gently as possible onto the surface. I smiled again, because of the little details he knew what we humans had about ourselves. I got up and reached for my bag... my bag... where's my bag?! "Hex, have you seen my bag?" I asked, panicking as I did so. He chuckled and let out a loose laugh as he reached into his shirt pocket, pulling out my everyday burden. "You left it back at the room and I just realized that once I reached the school; so I had to run all the way back to the dorm to pick up your bag." He cast his warm gaze over me, a spell I could just not resist. "But.. how did I not wake up from you running?" He just put his index finger on his lips- a sign of secrecy. It didn't take long to figure out what he did. He must've walked the whole way back so I stayed asleep... that guy has to be the only giant who cares so much without confessing his... what am I saying?! I'm supposed to do that!!