Your Unstable Dose of G/t (fluff?)

Smaller than you'd think

Okay. This is the day. This is the day where I risk it all and finally try to communicate with that giantess.

I've been unsurprisingly much closer to her than any of her friends were, physically and not a in weird perverted way. I had been living in her so-called apartment for years and years to come. I had seen many events in the past; some traumatizing and some nostalgic. She seemed to be alone for most of the time; working at her home for almost the entire week except a few occasions where she would go out the doors to whoever know where.

I was still unsure of this decision and I had no reason to do it anyways... except being exponentially. I just felt too lonely living alone where nobody knows a thing about me, or if I even exist for that matter. I just wanted someone accompany me, like how she was lonely all the time too. She must've needed someone to be there for her too. She seemed nice on the outside,always having a smile plastered on her face when her friends were around, even if they weren't, she would still bare it all throughout the day without any complaints of any sort.I sighed as I propped up my travelling bag and grappling hook- the essentials of any borrower- and walked out the tiny, tiny crack I hid in.

I walked on the familiar feel of the wooden textile under my feet, reminiscing what I should say and how to explain myself... if she could hear me in the first place. See, I wasn't your everyday human... if I was human... I was a borrower. But even so, I don't I could even count to be one too. See, I was smaller than your average borrower; I tried to scale the best I can and I've found out that her nails were in fact, bigger than me.

It's not like you had a choice at birth, I never knew my parents too; I just woke up in the middle of some night with a bed under me, without even knowing my own age or name. The words I were speaking now were also implemented during my wake, unknowingly saying words I don't even understand. And I must say.... huff... huff... huff.. I wasn't that athletic too either. Her gigantic table could've taken me hours just to get from one end to another, while she could just lazily roll over all the distance in her sleep.

She had her eyes trained on her laptop, as she called it frequently; while I walked all that distance to her, sweating profoundly. It's quite a mysterious thing really, how I could survive for so, so long. I still don't know the actual reason how I survived with food being left on the table, she does it all the time because of her habit- eating on the table and falling asleep right after. She would sleep for hours and hours, giving me barely enough time to go and get some 'crumbs' from her leftovers. Now that I had a closer look at her face, she had more rings under her eyes than I thought... probably because of working so much.

I walked straight up towards her hand, gulping down the fear that was quickly rising up my throat and saw just how tiny I was compared to her. I just stood there on her unmoving hand, giving myself a little pep talk. What could she do to me? She could just easily move her hand and squash my puny little body without even noticing it.... but enough was enough... I would've been find out by her sooner or later anyways; it would be better if I just settled everything now before it can actually get any worse than the situation already was. I took a deep breath to relax my mind and opened my mouth to speak..."H-he-!" SWOOSH!

Ouch... that... hurts a lot. I clutched the side of my stomach while tears pooled out from my eyes in sheer pain, refusing to open them so I wouldn't feel any more. "U..uh...what... are... are you okay?" I would've retorted with a sassy duh? if I didn't feel like my body was on fire. "What... what are you? Here, I'll pick... you up." This I had to see, and move. I screamed in agony as I backpedaled with my flaring pain as I slowly opened up my watery eyes... and took in the terror that was the eyes staring back at me.

Suddenly, the pain had just magically went away, dulled by the sheer amount of fear overflowing within me. "I'm... I'm sorry. Ca- can I hold you?" What... what kind of question is that?! Doesn't she see me agonizing in pain here?! Her hand descended before my fragile body, being the biggest it had ever been to me. I screamed in useless desperation, telling her to get back... surprised to see that she did. "I... don't want to hurt you. I want to see what... who, you are."I swallowed thickly as my mouth suddenly lost its voice while the mountainous hand hovered over me... seemingly hesitant to act. I was slightly confused by this act.