Her House, My Rules

Chapter 37

"What's wrong with you?"Hazel pushed me away, rapidly. "What do you think you're doing?"Her tone judged my dirty actions. She didn't want me to touch her. I was more like a stranger to her and to be honest, I was. I didn't know how to control myself anymore. It was really hard. Her body was giving me the wrong call.

I wanted to make love to her. I wanted to dig my tongue inside her mouth and between her perfect legs.

Forgive me, Hazel but I'm already dreaming of myself taking off your clothes and eating the warm cream between your thighs. I keep sinning and so far, I'm loving it. Your sacred body is driving my mind far away from Holiness.

"If you don't want me to touch you," I laid my back against the wall. "Stop walking around the house like that. You're teasing me and I'm not the type to play around with. I get really hungry when I can't have what I crave." I sighed, impatiently. "Please, If you don't want me to derange you, put your clothes on." My temper started to fade as soon as her sweet voice melted in my ears.

Hazel's voice was always the sweetest candy, the magical instrument that blesses my ears.

Even when she gets angry.

"I have a question." She advanced on me, her dear lips were tempting mine, secretly. "What's your biggest weakness?" Her fingers flew under my white T-shirt slowly. The temperature of my complete abs heated the base of her cold fingers. I swallowed my saliva as I tried so hard to keep my hands to myself. She really was playing with fire. "Huh?" Her teeth held the tip of my ear as she whispered, seductively. "Is it me?"

"And If I touch you, I'll be wrong right?" My penis elevated through my pants, her gentle touch made a big effect on me. "I'm done." I took her hands off me. "Stop teasing me when you know I'm craving you. Stop playing with my emotions. That's unfair." I proved an important point.

"I didn't mean to make you feel some type of way." She started. She didn't mean it, I heard dishonest in her petty voice. "I was just trying to get close to you and make you feel better. I feel bad. You're craving someone who's not here anymore." She sat on the kitchen counter. "A ghost." She tried to get under my skin.

"I'm not going to force you to remember me but I know you will," I stated, sadly. "Can you please go to the bedroom? I'll cook you something." My offer touched her heart. Her face went automatically pale. She was expecting my worst reaction but I proved her wrong.

"Why are you so nice to me?" Her question drew my attention. "Your Hazel is gone. Why can't you just move on?"

Impossible.

"Stop asking me questions and go to your room." I tried to push her away so I could hide the pain under my veins. "I'm done with this conversation," I begged for silence.

"I know you're trying to be strong but I can see that you're hurting inside." She paused. "I just want you to know that it's not too late to move on and forget about me. You're really handsome and you can find someone else." Her words flashed my mind with a negative thought.

I wanted to scream at her and tell her that she was the one I wanted. I tried to control myself. At the end of the day, she was the only girl that I loved and wanted a future with.

"Hazel," I replied, gently. "Can you please go to your bedroom and wait for your food?" I begged her feet to start moving. "I'm really not in the mood. Can you? Please."

"Fine, fine." She finally agreed with me. "Please, don't take long. I'm really hungry." She climbed the stairs and headed straight to the bedroom.

Hazel, My dear Hazel.