Battle Scars » Liam Dunbar [Book 2]

00; drown

~ This was just how relationships were, how love felt when you had a few battle scars ~

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"It feels like I'm screaming and nobody can hear. It feels like I'm drowning and nobody can save me. It feels like every single person I love is drifting away from me. I feel lost in an infinite sea of emotions. It's like I'm being sucked into this black hole of emptiness. And even though I try to fight it, one day I'm going to stop breathing, stop struggling, stop battling. One day, I'm going to drown"

"When did you start feeling like this?"

I paused and took a deep breath, the memories filling up my mind. "When Allison died"

"How did it make you feel?"

"It made me feel empty. I was so overwhelmed by emotions that I felt like-" I paused to swallow the lump in my throat. "-Like I couldn't breathe"

"What happened?"

"I wouldn't eat, I couldn't sleep at night, I wouldn't talk to anyone. The only person I would talk to was Chris. But then he left for France with Isaac and I lost both of them. Whatever pieces that were left of my heart got torn into shreds. I hit rock bottom"

"Did anyone help you through it?"

"Lydia" I paused, trying to steady my shaking voice. "She was going through the same thing. We weren't necessarily close at the time, we were only really friends through Allison and Scott. But I felt like she could understand what I was going through"

"How did it make you feel?"

"It made the pain more bearable"

"Was there any point where the pain went away completely?"

I nodded. "I met someone. At first I saw him as nothing more than a complete asshole. But looking back on it now, he made me feel alive again. I felt like I could breathe again"

"Do you still feel like that?"

I shook my head. "Everything's changed now. I'm finding it hard to breathe"

"What about him, the one who made you feel alive? Isn't he around anymore"

I nodded. "He's still here"

"Why isn't he helping?"

"I've gone too far under, this time. Nobody can reach me"

"May I ask, who was this person?"

I looked down at my shoes, taking a deep breath. There was a long pause of silence until I finally looked up again.

"Liam Dunbar"

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A/N

Okay, so this was just a little introduction as it's been a long time since the end of Fearless.

But.

Teen Wolf is coming back.

I am back.

YOU GUYS BETTER BE READY FOR THIS

(sorry I'm way too excited there's still another two weeks to go)

Anyway, whilst you're all waiting, you could maybe check out my Isaac Lahey and Scott McCall fanfics... #shamelessselfpromo

Luh yah 💋