'Chan' I whisper weakly. As the scene in front of my eyes feels like my worst nightmare comes true. Chan fucking some random woman I don't know. He glares at me annoyed. 'Chan fucking asshole I hate you so freaking much.' I left and threw the door with all force making everyone in the hall look at me. At this point I really don't care anymore. Damn it Chan. Why does this hurt. Even more than what happened earlier today. This feels so more real...
I leave the building and walk over the streets. I pull the hat of my dark blue hoody over my head and tears stream down my face. I never cried so much as today. Why is Chan doing this to me? I thought maybe he was just confused himself, I don't even know what to think anymore.
Fucking Chan, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. My wife cheated on me, Chan hurt me twice and I feel like I cheated myself. I shouldn't ever have fallen for someone who I will never be with.
I noticed more trees surrounding me and the path I am walking on changed into sand brick-ish like path. Idk how to call it. Have you just ever felt so completely stupid?
Like you thought you knew someone well enough to trust the person?
God damn it he's my psychiatrist, I should be able to trust him shouldn't i
I?
But people shouldn't have a relationship with their doctors.
I take a deep breath and I look around. I notice little kids playing happily together. Wait till you grow up, life can be a pain in the ass.
The trees dim the sunlight and I walk in shadow. I like the darkness it suits my mood.
Really, honestly. What do I have left? Jisung, Hyunjin, Jeongin, seungmin, my job, which I barely show up at. I like dancing with kids but lately I am so distracted.
But other than that. I have nothing. Maybe, because I feel so sad I think so badly. But I can't go againt it. I used to have a fiancé, my own house, an amazing job as background dancer. But that's all in the past, I guess...
It's funny how times change.
- Hyunjin person of view -
It's now 9 pm and Minho hasn't been home for hours, where is he? Maybe I should call Chan?
'Chan, have you seen Minho?' I say as quickly as he picked up. 'No, why?' He says a bit coldly but I ignore his tone. 'He hasn't been home so I thought because he was going to you, you knew where he was. But I guess not...' I sigh, where did Minho go? It was quiet for a while on the other line eventually I did hear something like: 'Damn it Chan you stupid. You try to protect him.' He was scolding himself.
It was quiet for a moment again.
'Give me a few minutes Hyunjin. I'll pick you up and we'll search for Minho.'
Oooff sorry You_know_Lee_know hehe >.<
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DR Love | Banginho/Minchan
Fanfiction{Complete} Chan is a well known marriage psychiatrist, and knows how to fix marriages and relationships really well, but he himself had never actually fallen in love until Minho came walking in with his soon to be wife. Chan falls head over heels fo...
