I'm Rising

the video

Violet Pov

I was getting so many mentions about Jack and how I feel about what he posted. I was honestly scared and nervous on what he was going to say. He could lie and I could be shown as the bad guy. But if jack really changed, he wouldn't do that. He would own up to his own mistakes and make better choices. I just hope this doesn't go south. I was preparing myself and not overthink about what the outcome of the video would be. Hopefully Jack wouldn't post the video really late because I was getting anxious. I couldn't wait so I texted Jack J if he knew about the video. He told me not to worry and the video was going to be uploaded in a hour. An hour is not that long but it would feel like an eternity if I just sit and wait for the video to be uploaded. I was literally sitting on the couch with my laptop opened to Jacks channel waiting for the hour to pass by when I got a text from Franny.

Fran: i saw the post that Jack posted. I don't think you should watch the video by yourself, so I was thinking to come over the guys house.

Violet: I don't think it's a good idea.
I'll just watch it here at home.

Fran: don't be silly. You need all the support. Who knows what he would say. And we are all at the house,so please come over.

Violet:I can't just go over. Kian and
I are not talking to each other. I just
don't want to show up to his own house
knowing I'm not wanted there.

Fran: i talked to Kian already. He said
you could come over. So please Come.

Violet: I don't think so Fran sorry 😐

Fran: you are coming. Either you come here on your own or I'll go pick you up and drag you here

Violet: fine I'll be there in 20

Fran: Good I'm here waiting

I didn't really care how I looked. I just grabbed my phone and headed towards my car. In no time I was already in front of the house. I took a deep breath and got off the car and walked to the front door. Fran opened the door and I was relieved. All the roommates were there except Kian. I said hi to everyone and we just talked for a little bit. It was five minutes before he was going to upload the video, so we all went to the living room to see it. Everyone was trying to get comfortable and that's when Kian came. He didn't even say hi or looked at me he just sat on the love sac that was beside Jc. Once everyone found their seat, Jack uploaded the video. I was nervous to see it but I need to know what he said. Jc played the video and it started.

*This is going to be Jack's video. The italicized words is what Jack is saying in the video. *

Hey everyone. I am here to speak the truth about what has happened recently the past few months. I just want everyone to understand what I have been through and know that I am trying to get better. So first thing first, I was admitted to a rehab. No one forced me to go. I wanted to go because I needed to better myself and I hurt the person that I loved the most.

When Jack said the last few words I felt Franny and Jc turn to look at me. I didn't want to look at them back because I knew I was going to break down, so I kept my eyes on the screen. Literally no one said anything and just kept quiet.

I went to rehab because I have anger issues. I didn't know how to control it. When I will get angry I will take it out on people and I would go to extreme measures. I thought that I was able to handle it that I didn't needed help, but I was wrong. I began realizing that I needed help when a person left my life. I went into the rehab center and it helped me. Now I'm taking medication and actually going to therapy sessions to help. Honestly it is working. I hardly get angry now and when I do get mad I remember what my therapist says and take deep breaths. It honestly really helps.