numb inside

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everyone has decent problems
to be sad about
and me,
i'm just empty
broken
it's not what
life's done to me
it's what it didn't do
so while y'all rant about your problems

i'll sit here sinking in
the absence of my happiness
because i don't know how to
feel anymore
i don't know how to believe
i guess life fûcked us all over-

people ask me if i'm ok
i am
i try to be

but on those bad days,
when i've just been
crying too much
the late nights and insomnia
have finally caught up to me

here i am
the broken shards of me
the mirror of a future
the illusion of a life
the shadows of old light
what can i do
i'm just numb inside.

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