Amnesia (Phanfiction)

Let Me Know You, Before I Know Me

Phil’s POV

I sighed.

“You... You will eventually find out, okay? I don’t want to tell you now because you might not believe me”, I quickly lied.

I knew he wouldn’t stop asking, but I didn’t expect that he’d ask that question.

“Then can you tell me why your name is carved into my wrist? Even though it’s scarred, it is still there.”

I also didn’t know how to reply to that.

“Dan I... I don’t know”, I obviously lied.

I felt bad for lying to him, but I felt even worse that I did it for my own good.

“But you said you would tell me”, he protested

. “Dan look, I think it’s really better when you find that out yourself.”

He let out a sigh and I felt even worse than I did before.

“Okay”, he simply replied and walked out of the door clumsily.

I kind of didn’t want him to leave now, not after he’s been gone for 2 years.

I wanted to talk to him for hours.

“Dan?” He turned around.

“Hm?” “Please stay?”, I asked.

He smiled at me and sat beside me on my bed.

“Will you tell me why your name is carved into my wrist?”, he whispered in my ear.

Fuck, he exactly knows what he’s doing.

I shivered under his warm breath on my neck.

“Probably won’t”, I managed to say with a shaky voice.

Why is he even doing this?

He moved closer.

“What about now?”

I held on my breath.

That’s exactly how it started, isn’t it?

I was slightly scared to make a wrong move.

“Dan, no”, I said and moved further away from him.

He doesn’t even know me, does he?

He just sat there smiling at me.

I just sat there staring at him, slightly scared.

After that something happened what surprised me. He just fell into my bed.

He just fell asleep. What the hell was this?

 

Dan’s POV

I suddenly woke up.

I couldn’t even remember falling asleep.

I wasn’t in my room either.

It was.... Phil’s.

What am I doing here?

I sat upright and noticed Phil being asleep next to me.

How late is it even?

It was only 8 in the morning.

I tried to get up and make breakfast, but my legs didn’t work so well.

I’ve barely managed to go to Phil’s room yesterday.

I tried to get up but failed with a loud noise while I fell in the floor.

Phil woke up from the loud noise I’ve made.

“Dan?”, he asked worried.

“I’m alright”, I managed to say.

“What happened?”

“Well, you know the usual, just falling onto the floor”, I laughed weakly.

“Come here, I’ll help you”, he said and got out of bed to help me up.

I murmured a quiet “Thanks” and sat down on the bed again.

Phil’s my best friend.

I shivered.

I hate how the memories come so unexpected.

“Dan?”

“Just remembered something, don’t worry”, I laughed.

He nodded.

“What was it?”, he asked quietly as if I could have remembered something bad.

“I just remembered that you’re my best friend, which explains why I feel so comfortable around you”, I smiled.

He smiled in return.

“Can you help me to get to the kitchen? I’m so hungry and I might just end up on the floor again”, I laughed.

“Sure thing”, he said and helped me going to the kitchen.

“What do you want to have?”

“Cereals”, I replied quickly.

“You haven’t really changed much”, he said while he laughed.  

I laughed with him.

I don’t know why, but something about that boy made me like him, since the beginning, I mean since I can remember, which means since I woke up.

He made me and him cereal and we ate in harmony.

I enjoyed his company.

 Wait, I know I’m gay but really? He’s my best friend, no come on!

I smiled at him confused, but he didn’t notice and smiled back.

When we finished breakfast, he put the bowls in the sink and asked me what we should do today.

“I don’t know, let’s just stay home, I want to get to know you better. Or... I want to get to know you again”, I suggested and he nodded. 

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A/N: Yeah I finally updated (yay)