Changed for the good (completed)

Chapter 21

Jake's pov

wow. i don't think i actually made real love before. like actually meaning it. it was incredible and Erika.
oh my god. she said she never made love but she good at it.

after we were done. i was laying down and she was laying on my arm and she had her hand on my abs. just tracing them. i love her so fucking much.

E: wow i can't believe it

J: what

E: just wow

oh god.

J: what

i said kinda nervous.

J: was it not enjoyable

i said very sentimental.

E: no...baby no

she said very softly and in like sorry way. she looks up at me.

E: it was all very enjoyable i just.. it was just so good and i can't believe i never experienced it. and the fact that i experienced it with you was amazing

J: i mean if we're being completely honest.. this was my first time like actually meaning it

E: really?

i sigh

J: yeah but i got to experience real love with you. and i am so glad it was you

we kiss.

J: i love you so much erika like i'm in love with you

E: jake i'm in love with you too

i was shook

J: wait really?

E: yeah

J: your not saying it cause i said it right

she laughs a little.

E: no baby i'm like in love with you too

she sits on top of me. i put my hands on her ass. and she goes down and starts kissing me. uh oh here we go again.

she pulls away and goes down and starts kissing my abs. then she goes lower and lower. she grabs my thing {y'all know what i'm talking about}

J: uh baby have you done this

E: shhhhh baby

and she puts it in her mouth and starts giving me a bj.

*10 minutes later*

she finishes. she gets up and grabs a condom and puts it on my thing.

J: you ready

E: go for it

and i slide into her.

*5 minutes later*

we lay back down.

E: wow jake it just gets better doesn't it

i laugh a little.

J: so how did you know how to do that

E: well back in my hometown and lot of girls would do that to guys and one time i over heard them saying that it's exactly like a popsicle so ..

J: damn so you suck on popsicles real good huh

she laughs little.

we lay in bed for a couple of hours just chillen.

J: alright babe imma shower