Chapter 30

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"Goodnight Five." I say while crawling underneath my blankets.

After telling my parents everything that happened, they reacted better than I thought they would. Especially my dad. At first he was worried and he even started to get angry at Five because he didn't tell them, but afterwards he was happy that I told them.

"Goodnight y/n" I hear Five say.

It's crazy how much has happened in just one day but the ending shows me that it might be rough, but in the end it'll be okay. In fact, this is more than just okay. Five is laying in his bed in the room next to mine. Last night, I thought that he would never return.

"Five?" I say after several minutes of silence.

"Yeah?" He answers, showing me that he isn't asleep.

"Do you think that those boys pushed me off that cliff?" I ask him. I'm almost sure that they did but still, it scares me. I didn't think that they would be capable of. . murdering me. Yes, they are absolutely awful but murdering someone is big.

A sigh escapes Five's lips when he hears my question. "I don't know. But when I find out who pushed you off that cliff, I'm going to hurt them." He says.

He would. Given his past and him now, I know for sure that he would. Five would do everything for the ones he loves. Even though his siblings don't appreciate him enough sometimes, he would go to hell and back for them. He would go to the apocalypse and back for them.

"You're so sweet!" I chuckle, knowing very well that he was serious about hurting the people who murdered me.

It's strange, knowing that someone hurt me. Killed me. After today, it's just something else that I have to live with every single day.

"I'm glad that you're back." I tell him. He doesn't know how many sleepless nights I had in this bed because I was worried about him.

"I'm happier." He says. I can't say that he isn't because I don't know. I don't know what feelings he went through after he left. I don't even know how many times he layed awake at night.

I close my eyes, deciding not that I'm going to make our conversation cheeky by saying "Impossible.". My eyelids feel heavy and they're relieved that I finally let them rest. But when I close them, fragments of myself laying on the ground after getting pushed off the cliff flash in front of my eyes. My breathing quickens and it doesn't take long for me to open them again.

A sob escapes my lips and my hands start to shake again. I can't. I can't go through this alone. "Five.." I cry. My voice doesn't even sound like my voice.


Five's POV

Y/n's her eyes are glossy when I enter her room. Her hands are shaking but she's controlling herself. After all of this, I have no idea how she's able to control herself. I wouldn't be able to.

"Can you come?" She asks when she sees me doubting if I should come in or not.

Fuck her dad's rule. She needs me and I won't let her go through all of this alone. I walk towards her, only to see how wet her cheeks really are. her eyes are dark and I can see how scared she is.

"What happened?" I ask her, sitting down next to her. My arms sneak around her waist and I pull her closer to me. Her head leans against my chest.

"I see it. ." She sobs "I see everything in front of me. The cliff.. The ground is so hard and it hurts. It hurts so bad Five.."

I shouldn't have told her any of the details. then maybe, she wouldn't have to see it in front of her eyes. It wouldn't have scared her so much. I softly grab her chin and make her look up to me. Her beautiful eyes. . so glossy, but glossy or not, I drown in them every time.

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