I was on my way home. I graduated today! I didn't have to see their stupid faces anymore ! The bad thing was that I probably would just sit at home and do nothing or maybe I should do more YouTube covers ! Yeah that was it, but I still had to work so I decided to go to a few shops like Starbucks or maybe KFC or Pizza Hut. Yeah those three would be good.
I walked out of Starbucks. They said they would think about it just like KFC, Pizza Hut and Forever 21. Waiting is it then. I walked home and decided to do a YouTube over . It could help me get a little bit more confident and my voice wasn't too bad. I decided to cover one of my favourite songs 'I hate you don't leave me' by Demi Lovato.
I quickly grabbed my laptop and searched for the chords. I quickly learned them and then grabbed my camera. I first played it on my guitar without filming and when I was sure I pressed 'record' amd started the song.
Hey, yeah yeah...
I hate you, don't leave me
I feel like I can't breathe
Just hold me, don't touch me
And I want you to love me
But I need you to trust me
Stay with me, set me free
But I can't back down
No, I can't deny
That I'm staying now
'Cause I can't decide
Confused and scared
I am terrified of you
I admit I'm in and out of my head
Don't listen to a single word I've said
Just hear me out before you run away
'Cause I can't take this pain
I hate you, don't leave me
I hate you, don't leave me
'Cause I love when you kiss me
I'm in pieces, you complete me
But I can't back down
No, I can't deny
That I'm staying now
'Cause I can't decide
Confused and scared
I am terrified of you
I admit I'm in and out of my head
Don't listen to a single word I've said
Just hear me out before you run away
'Cause I can't take this pain, no
I'm addicted to the madness
I'm a daughter of the sadness
I've been here too many times before
Been abandoned and I'm scared now
I can't handle another fall out
I'm fragile, just washed upon the shore
They forget me, don't see me
When they love me, they leave me
I admit I'm in and out of my head
Don't listen to a single word I've said
Just hear me out before you run away
'Cause I can't take this pain
No, I can't take this pain
I hate you, don't leave me
I hate you, please love me
I smiled at the camera and turned it off.
I still had nothing to do so, but I suddenly got an idea. A really good one
A/N:
Really short chapter ! I'm sorry next one is gonna be longer ! Hope you keep reading it ! :*
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I hate you, don't leave me // Jai Brooks
Fanfiction"I'm addicted to the madness I'm a daughter of the sadness I've been here too many times before Been abandoned and I'm scared now I can't handle another fall out I'm fragile, just washed upon the shore They forget me, don't see me When they love me...
