Bryan and I walked up the driveway. I got more nervous with every second. What if he sees me or worse, recognizes me ? I'm gonna be fucked up, so so fucked up. I saw a pair making out against the wall, doesn't he have enough bedrooms where they can do this, like, seriously don't they have shame. Oh wait they are drunk, they can't think clearly. When we walked into the house the smell of alcohol and sweat hit us. Not a good combination. People were dancing to the loud music that we already heard from outside. Couples were making out everywhere, the girls wore short dresses that barely covered their body's. Guys were basically raping them in their minds. Pervs. It was a typical party. "Yo Bryan,buddy !!" Shit "Skip! Happy birthday man!" "Thanks, buddy. And who is this hot lady ?" "This is-" "Rose" "ah, beautiful name for a beautiful girl." He smirked
I just nodded. "I'll just go to the bathroom,I'll be back in a few" I whispered in Bryans ear. He just nodded and smiled at me. I nodded again and went went to search for the bathroom. Somehow I still didn't manage to find it after 8 minutes. "Searching for something or someone ?" I turned around just to be greeted by Jai. "Mind your own business" I answered. "Oh, c'mon babe, just tryna help" he grinned. I just rolled my eyes and continued searching for the bathroom. I gave up after what felt like 2 hours. I turned around to find the annoying Jai again. "Already missing me, babe?" "Just show me where the stupid bathroom is" "Wow sassy today, huh? Since when did you turn into this?" "Just show where the god damn bathroom is!" I said annoyed "Alright" he smirked.
He suddenly took my hand, I felt something I never felt before and let me tell you I didn't like it even when it felt so right.
He lead me upstairs.
"Just tell me where it is, you don't have to show me and especially not like this" I rolled my eyes.
"We both know, you like it" he winked.
"You know what, I'll just look for the bathroom myself" I said and got out of his tight grip on my hand.
"I'm just trying to be friendly" he smiled
"Doesn't seem like it"
"You know what ? Let's start it all over, a new start" he suggested.
I just shook my head.
"Please, I will show you that I'm not as bad as you think"
"No, you made my life to hell"
"Please, I'll make up for it, I'll show you that you wouldn't regret it" he begged.
"Jai, I will regret it, I saw you don't think you can play with everyone, I know what you're like" I said waiting for him to get what I meant with 'I saw you'.
"Wait, y-you s-saw me w-with-"
"Yes and trust me it wasn't really enjoyable" I told him with disgust.
"I'm sorry" he mumbled looking down.
"Don't tell me that, tell that Courtney"
"I don't care for her, she does the same so it doesn't matter." He told me honest.
"Are you sure ?"
"Yes, so will you forgive me?" He asked with hope in his beautiful brown eyes.
"Forgiving is easy , but if I can forget it matters" he just smiled and came closer to hug me, but I rejected him.
"We're not that close, you first have to gain my trust"
"I'm gonna deal with the forgetting thing and I aware you wouldn't regret forgiving me " he smiled happily
I just smiled back.
I hope I won't regret it.
A/N:
Soo this chapter is pretty short sry :/
And I unpublished the other chapters bc I really want to go through them and change some things, like I have a feeling I'm rushing it :/ hope you guys liked this chapter and OMFBSJFBD JANOFEST SEEMED TO BE SOOOO COOL I WISH I COULD HAVE BEEN THERE :(
Quick question:
What kind of bands do you guys like ?
I personally love 1d,5sos, Janos, all time low, little mix,( 5h and the vamps )
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