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Y/n's POV

It was a rainy day wednesday.

I didn't have an umbrella because it wasn't raining this morning. I should've check the forecast goddamnit.

But it was still the first class so I had a chance that it would stop raining before I had to go home.

When it was lunch Seunghye gave me the same speech about eating.

"You will eat" she said trying to put food in my mouth but I kept dodging the spoon.

"No I won't,"

"Fine," she stopped. "Also I got detention today" Seunghye said.

I gasped a bit because she hasn't gotten detention in a while. My mouth opened a bit and she took her chance to shove food in my mouth.

"Haha! I did it! No I didn't get detention" she rubbed it in my face that she won.

"Wowww, good job" I said sarcastically with a smile.

"I know, I'm amazing." she said cockily flipping her hair back.

The bell rang and I lazily got up.

I got to class and I had a sudden feeling of confidence.

Okay, so. This is what will happen Y/n. You will talk with Jeongin in the park. At least try to end your relationship on good terms. Yeah.. yeah.

Thankfully by the end of the day it wasn't raining.

I didn't want to ask him, out of fear he'd just say no. So what did I do? I made him go with me to the park.

I walked up behind him and grabbed his wrist. Specifically his wrist because we weren't exactly dating anymore so I didn't want to grab his hand.

I walked ahead of him dragging him to the park.

"What are you doing?" I heard him ask.

He kept asking questions but I didn't want to answer.

We got to the park and I made us stand somewhere not directly under a tree. If it starts raining, I don't want to be electrocuted. Or worse, Jeongin to be electrocuted.

"Okay, I'm not here to beg you to date me again" I start.

"I just want to at least end the relationship on good terms" I continue.

He didn't respond which made me feel awkward.

"I just want you to understand and maybe if you're in the mood, forgive me? I did it cause I'm terrible. You didn't deserve that. I was not caring about your feelings like I should've. I didn't like you at first, but then I did in the end. And that was when we had our first kiss. That's the time I stopped asking for help on homework," I explain.

He looked like he was listening. But at the same time like he was paying attention to something else.

"You don't need to forgive me, what I did was awful. you don't need to be with me again, or like me. I just wanted you to know I'm incredibly sorry, and I'm aware of my big, big mistake. I shouldn't have played with your feelings in the beginning, I wouldn't have done it if I knew I was going to fall for you and then create a big mess. I know you'll find someone better than me, so, yeah. Uhh, I'll leave you alone now," It was starting to rain.

I turn around and start walking.

I feel a hand wrap around my wrist and pull me back.

I was turned around and instantly pulled into a kiss.

Well shit, is it apology accepted now or sumn?

I pull away after a second of realization.

"What?" he asks.

It started to rain harder but we didn't mind it. I hardly even noticed.

"No, I can't. You can't be with me," I shook my head

"Why not? I love you," he said.

"No, I'm not a good person. You know that"

"So, who cares"

"Listen to your friends. There's more girls out there, who wouldn't treat you like shit, they're better than I am"

"No, they're not"

"why do you want to be with me? I'm a whore, a slut. I have dated about every boy at school. These are the same lips that have kissed 20 other guys. This is the mouth that told other guys it loved them. I am the person that goes from guy to guy. Not because I'm trying to find the right one, but just for the heck of it, i did all that"

"I don't care, because you're not with them, you don't want to be with them. It's me" he pointed at himself.

"I don't deserve you, you deserve a girl who is smart, likes to read, pretty, well-mannered, and over all and amazing one. I'm a dumb, party girl who's hobby was breaking boys hearts."

"And.. will you break mine too?" he asks softly.

After a few seconds of looking at eachother, I answered.

"Hell no" I said before pulling him in another kiss.

It lasted longer. (It wasn't making out tho, thats a bit too explicit for this kinda story)

We both pull away.

"You know, this relationship is a bit toxic," I laugh.

He rests his forehead on mine.

"I guess so"

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hOw RoMaNtiC tHeYrE kIsSiNg iN thE rAiN oOoh
idk why jeongin aCcEpTeD hEr
i wouldve held a big ass grudge against her but whatever
im not dating her anyways, and this aint real life anyways. Its a fanfiction nothing realistic happens.