Blesiv My Bsf!

chapter 7🙁

You went to shower and changed ↑↑↑↑↑ your clothes fit you big since you lost a lot of weight so you put somthing that use to fit you small ↑↑↑ then you decided to go for a walk so you went for a walk around the block and then went back home you were about to reach for the remote control when you blacked out
*Alex pov*
I was upstairs on my phone when I heard something coming from down stairs so I went down and found Nicole on the floor I picked her up and took her to her room and layed her down I then remembered that she hasn't been eating so I went down to the kitchen and made a sandwich with some fruit and a water bottle and put it in her night stand I then left a note ↓
You fainted so I left some food eat it that doesn't me I care I just did this bc you haven't ate and it doesn't me we are good
-alex
I then left back to my room
*End of pov*
*Nicole pov*
I woke up and saw food on my night stand and saw a note I read it I just decided to eat it I went up to my mirror and lifted up my shirt a tear start coming down
*Alex pov*
I came out of my room and Nicole door was a creek open I decided to see what she was doing and I saw her lift up her shirt and this just made me cry I can't believe that I have hurt her you can even see her bones I just left
*Back to Nicole pov*
I just let my shirt go then I went outside it started to rain I didn't care I just ran and ran and let all my anger go and go i was soaked just went back home and went to my room and fell on the ground crying I then ran to the bathroom and cut all my thighs and arms and filled my bathtube of water I got undressed and went in my cuts hurt so bad when I got out the water was red you let the water go and changed then went to bed
*Skip to Monday*
You woke up changed into a black hoodie and black pants you were walking to school and the same thing happened Alex pushed you and you fell and you busted you lip then at the end and of the day
you went back home again you busted your lip you went into your room when Alex knock and opened
The door you then get a call from your mom
??:hello
N: hello mom
??:I'm not you mom and I have something to say
N:ok tell me and where is my mom
??:she died in a plane crash
You then dropped you phone and tears started to go down your
Cheek you wiped then off Alex just stared
A:what happen you got hurt again hahahaha
He starts to laugh
N:GET THE FUCK OUT
he left you went to changed into sweats and a hoodie you the hear a knock on the door you went down and opened it you saw Haily then Alex was behind me shirt less
H:why is the hoe here
A:I will explain
N:why are you calling me a hoe when Your the only hoe here and I'm here cause of a reason bitch
Hailey tried to punch you but she missed you pushed her outside and she fell you got on top her and and punched her and she started to bleed
Alex came and picked you up and threw you on the grass and slapped you but that slapped hurt more than anything you got up and ran to your room you looked in the mirror and saw a bruise from the slap it was purple and your lip was bleeding again you went in bed thinking about
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What was she thinking?