Blesiv My Bsf!

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Nicole pov
We went to the mall and Alex bought me something and Carlos was recording with my camera and Alex gave me a promise ring I was happy and I huged him I guess it's part of the vlog Alex wanted to spoil but I told him no and he told me that if I rejected him he would stop talking to me so of course I said ok and he bought my a onesie and a charm bracelet and then he bought me shoes and and we got ice cream we then did tik toks and danced and played around it was really fun until I saw the time it was 4:00 I felt sad I was leaving in an hour we drove back home and I put my stuff in my suitcase and put the suitcase in the car
A: baby what happen
N:Alex this is our good bye I don't want to leave I love you and my life without is gonna be a mess and your not gonna be there when I need you and I can't take it
A:no dont sat that I love you and call me when you need anything I will always be here for you and don't worry it's for the best we have 45 minutes to hang out for the last time
N:I know you want to watch a movie
Me and Alex watch a movie and ate popcorn with the rest of the group the was 10 min before I leave I got my mini backpack on and we got up from the couch and went outside
A:ready to go
Alex said
N:yea
We went to the airport and Carlos was recording
A: Nicole I need to tell you sum
N:yes Alex are you ok cause you  look serious
A:I don't know how to say this but I think we should break up
N:wait what why
A: because I don't know if I can do a long distance relationship
N:umm ok I understand
I wanted to cry so bad but I held back my tears
A:but your still my best friend ok
N:yea but can I ask you something
A: anything
N:can I get one last kiss
A:yes
Alex kissed me and my tears ran down my face I was crying Carlos was still recording then  we pulled apart
A:I love you ok
Everyone else hugged me and kissed my forehead I hugged Alex and cried in his chest
N:Alex I can't
A:yes you can
Alex look like he was crying and it made me cry
N:don't cry
A:I love you keep my promise ring for you to remember that I am always here and that i love you ok
N:I love you too
Flight attendance:flight to los Angels flight to Los Angeles
N:noo
I cried more and I buried my face into Alex chest
Alex hugged me tight and kissed me one more  last time
A:bye Nicole I love you
N:I love you too
I hugged every one and said bye
Carlos gave me back my camera and left... I got to the airplane and sat down I recorded more
N:guys as you saw me and Alex are no longer together I promise I will make a video explaining everything that is going on in my life a life update soon don't worry but
I love him no matter what umm he gave me this ring it reminds me so much of him
I smiled
N:yep I will record when I land bye
I the fell asleep.....

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